Bad boys can change[fixing up]

Chapter 13

(Brianna's POV)

I cried in the bathroom. I could hear Christian banging on the door begging to let me in. I just kept crying and crying. I took a few moments to think. I looked at my razor and broke off one razor.

"I'm not worth Ryan's time. I must be crazy." I mumbled.

"BRIANNA! Let me in!"

I slowly cutting myself feeling the pain slice every pain I felt. I cut about 15 times. I dried the blood and grabbed my jacket. I snuck out the back widow and unlocked the door before Christian could barge in. I heard the door slammed open.

"Brianna! Where the fuck are you?"

He seem to notice the blood stains in the sink. He punched the wall and looked out the widow. Looked everywhere but down. He slammed it shut and ran out off the house. I could hear him riding his skateboard away from my house. I began to cry more and used my jacket as a tissue since I had nothing else.

I guess I fell to hard for a guy that used me for an A. Kissed me
For an A. Took me
Out on a date for a FUCKEN A.

I am the clueless one know. Nothing else is gonna make me feel better. His words crushed me and no one will understand. No
One.

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(Ryan's POV)

I heard knocking at my door. I opened it with my eyes blood shot red. Tears fell down my face. Christian pushed me to the wall and yelled.

"You are an idiot Johnson! An idiot! I know it was you. I heard you yelling through the phone call. Now Brianna's missing because of you."

"I didn't mean to. Okay? I was jealous of you two. Me and Brianna. Had a thing now that I see you guys together makes me think she will choose you."

"SHE FUCKEN CUT HER SELF AND LEFT HER HOUSE! HOW IS THAG GONNA CHANGE ANYTHING?!"

"Chris...
I'm sorry."

"You can't be sorry for her death! You have to find her! I love her as much as you do! But I would never steal
Your women!"

"Dude..."

"I kissed her... But I know it never
Meant anything to her... She loves you as much as I love her."

"I never thought..."

"Thought what? Huh? The way she smiles around you.. The way she blushed they way she drew you... God dammit if you can't see it then what Ryan? Drugs getting to you again?"

"Christian! I didn't mean to okay! I love her... But I was mad at the fact you kissed her.."

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(Brianna's POV)

I walked around the neighborhood hoping Christian or Ryan was out. I put my hoodie on just incase and I seen Ryan's house door wide open. As an idiot I walked there.

I peaked through the door and Ryan saw me and shouted.

"Brianna?!"

Christian looked back and smiled he ran to be and gave me a hug. He pulled away and took me to Ryan.
I tried pushing away but I was weak from blood lost.

"I'm sorry Brianna... I was jealous of Christian kissing you.."

"No Ryan I'm sorry for falling for you... I'm the real idiot."

"No your not. Brianna..."

"I'm going home... Good bye..."

I pushed Ryan and Christian out of the way and ran out the door. I ran as far away as I could and sat in the side walk crying. My mother pulled up behind me.

"Honey, get in the car... Let's take a drive."

I got in the car wiping my tears.

"what happen...?"

"Boy problems like always."

"Honey... Boys will be a waist of your time during this age..."

"I thought he was different... Guess not."

"Who Christian?"

"No mom. Ryan... The one I've always loved since he kissed me.."

"My baby girl... If he doesn't see what he lost then he's an idiot... Your a beautiful, smart young girl... Don't need no man to keep you happy right now.."

"Thanks mom...."

"I always thought you and Christian made a better friendship... Just saying."

"Mom, no.... He's friends with Ryan... I think I just wanna go away for
A while.. Before I go mental during school."

"Okay, lucky thing I got me and you plane tickets to go visit your Anuty Emma."

"Dad's sister?"

"Yes... Haha"

"She's crazy! She will buy me the most old used up clothes again."

"Haha... It's okay.. Just for the weekend okay?"

"Fine... Better then being here..."

Monica popped out of no where.

"Ryan? Hurt you?'
Where the fuck does he live?!"
She shouted.

"It's okay Moni.. It's over with..."

"Okay just this one time..."

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