Recap:
Karthik is trying hard to sink the new revelations into his mind but he is not sure whether his feelings for Siri is love or not, he needed someone to talk ,so he called Anil to come to his flat. At night, after finishing dinner both sat in living room, watching TV. As Karthik doesn't know how to start the conversation, so he stood silent.
Chapter 5
Understanding Karthik situation, Anil tried to start the conversation.
"Dude... You seemed so nervous as if you are going to propose someone . Are you planning to propose me?? I am telling you i am not that type " says Anil making a straight face for which Karthik gave a look which says Don't- you-dare - make- fun -of -my -situation
"Sorry... sorry... jokes apart..now tell me what's bothering you, Karthik? Is it about Deepu?" asks Anil while Karthik remained silent.
"Common Karthik... speak out..."
"Deepu proposed me..." says Karthik suddenly.
"so she finally proposed you ah..?" says Anil as if it is not a big deal.
"You know about her" asks Karthik surprised as they three were inseparables in college while Anil noticed her feelings for him which he didn't .
"yeah... from the way she looks at you I can figure out that she has some liking for you...but I remained unnoticed..so what did you say??"
"What do you think was my answer?" asks Karthik.
"Obviously you would have said no... as you are already in love with Sirija ..." said Anil confidently as though he is saying a known fact.
"What, you also thought i love Siri??" asks Karthik surprised.
" Don't you love Siri ...?" asks Anil confused.
"I don't know ... am confused ... " says Karthik.
"What happenend Karthik? tell me clearly so that i can help you" says Anil.
Karthik explains all the conversation between him and Deepthi.
"Oh.. i don't know what to say Karthik..., from the day we became friends onwards i was thinking that you and Siri are lovers. The way you talk about her, your caring for her... isn't it love Karthik??" asks Anil.
As Karthik remained silent, Anil continued.
"If you are not in love with Siri then why didn't you accept any other girl from our college as most of the girls are head over heels for you...? "
" I never thought about any other girl Anil, i didn't feel anything for them" says Karthik.
"Ok I understand the situation you are in... you are unable to believe that you are in love with Siri right??" says Anil.
"If I love her then why couldn't I realized it by myself ?" says Karthik thinking deeply to which Anil laughs.
"See bro sometimes even though we are in love we never realize until the right situation comes... so chill and if you are don't love Siri then what will be future of your relation with her?"
"What do you mean?"
"I mean what if she loves someone and moves away from you, can you be able to bear that,tell me one thing Karthik can you imagine any other guy in Siri's life??" asks Anil.
Karthik is hurt listening to Anil words and lost in thoughts.
Will I be able to live happily without Siri?? Can I imagine other man in Siri's life??... no i cannot imagine her with anyone else other than me ... damm it i didn't even let her be friends with any other guy, then how can i imagine her spending her rest of life with anyone?? No... i cann't bear her being close to any guy...
