The Song

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James' POV

makikinig nalang ako ng mga kanta dito sa Spotify.

*unknown song plays...*

"You're the first face that I see
And the last thing I think about
You're the reason that I'm alive
You're what I can't live without
You're what I can't live without"

I can't live without you babe. Pwedeng isipin mong kaya ko pero hindi.

Magiging miserable ako.

Mawawalan ako ng ganang mabuhay.

Nabubuhay ako kasi kailangan mo ako.

Nabubuhay ako kasi kailangan kita.

"You never give up
When I'm falling apart
Your arms are always open wide
And you're quick to forgive
When I make a mistake
You love me in the blink of an eye"

Sakto tong lyrics. Lagi mo lang akong pinapatawad.

Sa lahat ng mali ko.

Sa lahat ng pagkukulang ko, nandyan ka pa rin.

Mahal na mahal ako.

"I don't deserve your love
But you give it to me anyway
Can't get enough
You're everything I need
And when I walk away
You take off running and come right after me
It's what you do
And I don't deserve you."

I really don't deserve you.

I guess this should be the sum of all what I'm thinking of simula kagabi.

Baka nga kasi hindi ako. Gustuhin ko man na ako.

Pero hindi.

I don't deserve you.

I don't think magiging deserving ako kasi I tried.

We need to talk.

"You're the light inside my eyes
You give me a reason to keep trying
You give me more than I could dream
And you bring me to my knees
You bring me to my knees"

Paano na ako? Paano na ako pag wala ka na?

Paano na tayo?

Makakahanap ka ng iba pero ako hindi?

Mahal kita. Kaso hindi tayo pareho ng paraan ng pagpapakita.

Hindi tayo pareho. Hindi ako deserving para sayo.

"Your heart is gold and how am I the one
That you've chosen to love
I still can't believe that you're right next to me
After all that I've done"

Until now, di pa rin ako makapaniwalang mahal mo ako.

Yung ako na sobrang tamad.

Sabi ko sayo dati, darating din ung time na magsasawa ka rin intindihin ako.

Magsasawa ka rin sakin.

Pero hanggang ngayon, hindi ko pa nararamdaman un.

Kahit anong pagkukulang ko nandyan ka pa rin.

"I don't deserve your love
But you give it to me anyway
Can't get enough
You're everything I need
And when I walk away
You take off running and come right after me
It's what you do
And I don't deserve you

I don't deserve a chance like this
I don't deserve a love that gives me everything
You're everything I want."

You deserve someone else.

Not me. Iiyak ka lang sakin.

at ayokong makita yun kasi mas masakit para sakin na makita kang nahihirapan.

me : babe usap tayo.

Toni : about saan? :( nararamdaman ko ng may mali eh.

me : basta mag-uusap tayo. Personally.

Toni : ok.

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Author's Note

Sana makayanan nilang dalawa ung pagbabago.

Sana nga wala ng magbago eh.

Ako na affected.

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