Jersey boys imagines

Man up

This imagine is about Mattia

Y/n pov:

1:20am
I groaned as I heard angel crying on the baby monitor meaning she needed a changing or was hungry again.

I looked over at mattia who was on his phone not even moving making me roll my eyes at him before getting up out the bed.

"It's ok mommy is here." I said in a low tone picking angel up from her crib.

I felt her diaper and it was dry so I took her into the bedroom seeing mattia was now playing the game making me roll my eyes at him.

"Can you hold her while I go get her a bottle." I said as he rolled his eyes at me.

"You can just take her with you." He said as I raised my eyebrow at him.

"Mattia all I'm asking is can you hold OUR child while I go downstairs to get her a bottle out the fridge." I said trying to stay calm as possible.

"Ok but once you get the bottle you gotta put it in the warmer and that takes forever." He said as I took a deep breath.

He looked at me for a while before taking angel out my arms as I rolled my eyes going out the bedroom.

I walked down to the kitchen and cut the light on sighing seeing that the kitchen was a complete mess now since mattia didn't clean up his mess.

I grabbed the bottle out the fridge and put it in the warmer as I tried to clean up the mess he left on the table.

I've only been a parent for a month and half and most of the time it feels like im a single mother since mattia is most of the time gone or either playing the game.

I understand that we are both still young but I feel like he forgot that when he has a child that he is supposed help and realize that he can't always hang out with his friends.

Most of the time mattia doesn't even give me attention which makes me feel bad about myself.

It's like ever since I had our child he wants nothing to do with me, it's like my body disgust him.

I heard the warmer beep making me cut it off as I grabbed the bottle and testing the temperature of the milk before going upstairs.

"Dance with daddy." I heard mattia say as I reached the room seeing him trying to make a tiktok with angel in his arms.

"There goes mommy." He said before handing her back to me.

"You could have fed her you know." I said as he rolled his eyes at my comment before going back to the game.

I smiled as angel tried to keep her eyes open as she drunk out her bottle.

Once she finally fell sleep I laid her beside me and put a pillow on the other side of her as I pulled the cover up on us.

I closed my eyes only to hear mattia yell making angel wake back up crying as I groaned trying to yell at him as I was also on the verge of a breakdown.

"I'm sorry." He said taking his headphones off as I picked up angel taking her to her room trying to calm her down.

After a hour of rocking while she cried, she finally fell back asleep making me take a deep breath as closed her door gently before going back to my bedroom seeing mattia still on the game.