In love...

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It took me a while to understand what I was doing. I was standing there, crying into my crushes arms.
When I finally started to feel better, I looked up at him. "How did you know?" "Gaydar." he said and winked at me "You act exactly like I did" It wasn't funny, but I laughed anyway. I was so relieved to talk about it to someone else than my two best friends. He looked at me, deadly serious, "So, will you go with me?" I stopped laughing, suddenly really scared again. "I don't know if I'm ready to come out yet..." I saw his blue eyes land on the ground and I could see that he was hurt. "You know, last year, when I came out. It was only like a few people who cared. It's not as bad as you think, Mike." I sighed. There was snow landing on his eyelashes, and in his perfectly messy hair. "And if you don't want to go with me, that's okay, but I don't want you to lie. Tell me if you don't like me..." I couldn't find a way to answer that, I didn't like him. I was madly in love with him. He was just about to turn around and go, when I put his face in my hands and kissed him.