𝐃𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐒𝐢𝐧𝐬 || J.JK

𝐌𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠

Walking down the hall of my dorm, I couldn't clear my head. All I could think of was how stupid I was to let her trample all over me, like I was some type of carpet she could easily tear and beat up. If only I noticed before everything got worse. Fuck love. What happened to me? Why is it so hard to see what's real and what's not?. Questions kept bombarding me.

"Hey Kook." someone said, pulling me out of my thoughts. I turned and saw Joseph smiling happily as usual.

"Hey." I simply said, continuing down the hall towards the main hall.

"What's up? You seem drained today." he said tilting his head. I didn't want to talk about what happened last night. I don't want to recall everything she did.

"Oh nothing, just tired from practicing on the field." I lied, hoping he'd let it slide this time.

"Talk to me Kook. I will listen, I always have." he said placing his arm on my shoulders. You wont understand. You don't and never will.

We reached our lockers and I stayed quiet the whole time, not wanting to answer anything Joseph was asking. Pulling out what was needed for first period, I could feel someone staring deep holes onto the back of my head. Turning to look I saw her with her 'boyfriend'. Shit.

"I can't believe what you did to me Jungkook.. I trusted you, but it seems like the only person who actually cared about me is Andrew." she said motioning towards the boy next to her, who is failing at maintaining a scowl. She was starting to build up her tears, in hopes of the people around us to focus on what's happening. Not this. Not right now. I'm too tired for this shit. I need to leave. Joseph stepped in front of me, glaring at her.

"Look, I don't know what's going on between you both but I suggest you let it go. He doesn't need your yapping early in the morning." he said making her scoff in anger, I silently tried to escape the sudden commotion caused by both my friend and Kelly.

They continued arguing about me while I successfully escaped. I sighed in relief finally letting some stress go. Looking down at my supplies, I made sure that I had everything I needed. Then, I felt something or someone run straight into me, knocking me off of my feet and the being on top of me.

"I-I'm sorry! I wasn't looking where I was goi-" she abruptly stopped, staring at me in shock. She quickly got off me and adjusted her clothes before lending her hand out. I grabbed onto her hand, her pulling me up while looking surprised from the sudden motion. I rubbed the back of my neck, thinking of what to say since everything happened too fast for me to process "I'm really sorry! I should've paid attention! Are you alright? Nothing broken? No bruise-" she exclaimed.

"I'm okay, don't worry about me." I said, cutting her off. "I might have a small bruise later on but I'm sure it's no big deal. Are you okay? You rammed into me pretty hard." I asked, acknowledging her presence. She was pretty. Her hair curled perfectly, her earrings dangling so delicately. How come I haven't seen her around?

"Hello?" she said, waving her hand in my face. Damn it, I was staring. What'd she say? Did I creep her out? What if she thinks I'm a terrible creep? Oh god... "Are you sure you're okay?" she asked, looking at me in concern.

"Y-yes I'm okay.. also you're very pretty-" clasping my mouth tightly I mentally cursed at myself. Shit. Shit. Shit. I just said that out loud. I felt my face heat up from embarrassment. Did I really just say that?

She giggled, catching me off guard by her sudden action. "Thank you. You're quite handsome yourself" she said, extending her hand indicating for a handshake. "I'm Y/n." smiling at me. I couldn't help but feel a bit soft and fuzzy all of a sudden.

"J-jungkook." replying back to her and accepting her handshake. The bell rang and we both let go. Her hand was so soft..."Sorry for taking your time away. Hopefully we meet again." she said, waving at me and heading towards my class. God Jungkook, why're you so damn weird.

Finally! First and second period finally passed and now it's time for lunch. Walking with Joseph and a few other guys from the team, we all crowded around our usual table. I sat quietly, picking on my plate. I kept myself busy thinking. What do I have to do after classes? Maybe check if there's practice, or any assignments due in a couple weeks..

"Hey Jungkook, did you really do that to Kelly?" one of the guys asked, bringing me back to my senses when I heard her name.

"What?" asking him, trying to collect myself from the sudden question.

"Did you really use her for your horny ass needs?" he asked. I scowled when I heard that. What the actual fuck?

"I didn't." I said, getting angry at such a question he asked. I'm not that selfish to ever use her for my needs. I can't believe her. The more topics related to her, the more my blood boils. Such a fucking lier. A slut. How could I have easily fell for her? After everything I've done for her, in the end she just wanted nothing but sex, money, and attention. How ironic.

"Chill. I was just asking-" "Next time keep your fucking mouth shut." I bluntly said, cutting him off. Is she really gonna play like that? Anger fuming off of me I got up and exited the cafeteria, losing my appetite. Ignoring everyone's attention on me and Joseph calling out to me.

Resting my back on the wall on the roof and having my arms crossed I sighed in frustration. What is her problem? I kept ranting and cursing Kelly in my head, staring at the sky. The sky was clear, the breeze was just right. The sun hiding behind a few buildings, making the area I was standing in feel cool. Fuck me man. Pulling my hair back in anger, I hadn't noticed that I wasn't alone here. I felt someones eyes on me. Looking up, I saw her again.

"Hey.." she said softly, her voice ringing in my ears. She walked up to me, standing only a couple feet away. I felt calm by her soothing voice. She made me melt by just hearing her speak. Her over sized shirt was no longer tucked into her skirt. She had her hair up in a bun giving me a better view of her neck and collarbone. Her skin looked smooth, her features went so well together. It's like god has his favorites. She lent forward, having her face inches from mine. I leaned back against the wall thinking I would create more distance between us but apparently I couldn't. She's too close. Way too close.

"Checking me out much?" she said a bit amused by my actions. Damn. I did it again. "Don't worry, I don't mind." she said softly, still inches away from me. I gazed at her lips, they look so soft. So plump. Her lips were molded perfectly. And I'm doing it again. She backed away from me and smiled. "Jungkook, may I ask you why you were over here staring at the sky like you could kill whatever you were thinking about?" she asked.

"Oh, It's nothing really, just got a lot on my mind." I said, trying to remain calm from her previous actions.

𝐖𝐡𝐲 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞?