𝐃𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐒𝐢𝐧𝐬 || J.JK

𝐓𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

Spending the rest of my day up on the roof, I wasn't worried about the rest of my classes, it's not like I'm supposed to be present everyday at every second. I spent the time with Y/n. Surprisingly, she was willing to stay with me and listen to what was bothering me and try to help me in some way. I told her she didn't have to but she insisted. I told her about the starting drama between Kelly and me, saying what she's been spreading around to others in terms of making me look bad. I told her how I went ahead and lowered my guard for her. How deeply in love I was with her.

"Don't stress too much about it" she said, rubbing my back to give me some comfort. "We all make mistakes, I know I might not be able to help you but I'll try my best." she stated. I sighed, I don't want her to be involved in this. She probably already has a lot to handle on her own, I don't want to add onto it.

"Y/n, it's okay. You don't have to help me, if you already have your hands full I don't want to add on. I'll be okay either way. I'm sure I can figure this out on my own if you decide to not help me." I said calmly. She looked at me with a small smile and patted my back. "It's alright Jungkook. I'm doing it on my own will. I'm just helping a friend out." she said, reassuring me. Nodding my head I let her help me out. Hopefully Kelly doesn't go overboard.

It got pretty late while we were getting to know each other better and surprisingly we had a lot in common. We got out of the building and decided to head to a diner, I was starving by the time we got there only because I skipped lunch. "Tonight is on me so you can go ahead and eat all you want." she stated, smiling at me. Shaking my head I was about to protest about her paying but I caught a glimpse of someone. Kelly. Talk about bad timing. "What's wrong?" she asks, noticing my change in behavior. "Nothing, just absolutely starving." I said. We continued to talk about ourselves and I enjoyed talking to her and knowing more about her. We laughed, cried, while we ate and basically did anything you'd do with your best friends.

"Is this your side hoe?"

A female suddenly interrupted me and Y/n's fun. We both turned to see Kelly with her arms crossed above her chest and had a bitchy face. Well fuck me. Y/n had changed her expression to a scowl. From the corner of my eye, she looked terrifying. "Is this the slut who has the audacity to think everyone should bow down and serve them as a goddess but truth be told all they do is have their mouth open for talking shit and sucking dicks and keeps their legs wide open just for someone to please them kook?" Y/n said bluntly, making me turn to face her in surprise. She looked like she was ready to pounce on Kelly once she does anything stupid. Who the fuck am I sitting with right now?

"How dare you say that to me! You know nothing about me you freak!" Kelly yelled, gathering the diners attention. Y/n remained calm and composed. "Kelly get the fuck away from us, we don't need your shit right now or ever. Leave." I said in a serious tone, hoping she'd leave us alone. She went off. She insulted both me and Y/n. It went on until she asked if Y/n was gonna say something or keep scowling at her. Y/n got up from her seat and grinned. She grabbed Kelly's jaw tightly and pulled her close to her, making them face to face.

"Keep that slutty mouth of yours shut before I shut it for you. I'm sure you don't want that. You don't want the opportunity to continue to kiss other guys and suck their dicks and do whatever the fuck you sluts do with your mouth to be taken away... do you? I can and will fuck your life up if you want to interfere more than you should with Jungkooks life. You don't deserve someone like him. And soon, you'll realize that you fucked up badly." Y/n said in an intimidating tone, keeping her grin visible. Kelly stared at her with tears building up. Y/n then smiled and shoved Kelly away, sitting back down and continuing to eat like nothing just happened. Kelly ran outside crying, I sat there in shock, trying to process what just happened. Everyone went back to eating and kept glancing at us from time to time."Aren't you gonna eat?" Y/n said, smiling at me while she was finishing her food. I nodded and stayed quiet the whole time not daring to say anything.

"Thank you." I said, continuing to walk back to the dorms with Y/n. "No problem!" she replied while smiling. Is she not bothered by what happened? How can someone continue to smile and absolutely pretend like nothing ever happened? "So, you wanna hang out again?" she asks, kicking rocks that came in her path. "Sure, just tell me the time and place and I'll arrange some free time." I really enjoy being with her. She just makes me feel so calm and comfortable. Yet, I still feel a bit scared of her. Her tone, her facial expressions, her attitude, and just the aura she was releasing when she spoke with Kelly utterly scared me. I thought she was about to kill Kelly without even touching her.

"Hey Jungkook, is it okay if I stay in your dorm tonight?" she abruptly asks, causing me to trip over an uneven pavement. Keeping myself balanced I turned to face her to see if she was actually asking. "What?""I don't want to go to my dorm tonight because I'm sure all the girls are gonna jump me once I step foot there. You know how Kelly has lots of friends" she explained hoping I'd accept her request. "But won't you be uncomfortable with my roommates and all the guys there?" I said. "Please kook? it's just for tonight." she pleaded, putting her hands together and pouting. Sighing in defeat, I agreed. We reached my dorm and it was a miracle that my roommates weren't there.

"You probably want to change" I picked out one of my hoodies and sweatpants for her to wear. "I'll leave the room when you want to change so I don't make you feel uncomfortable." I said, handing the clothes to her and started to head out. I felt a hand on my wrist stopping me from continuing. "You don't have to leave, I'm not uncomfortable with showing just a little bit of skin." she said softly, making me turn around in shock. She's gonna change with me in the room? Oh dear lord have mercy on me. "It's fine I can leave-""Jungkook. It's okay." she said, insisting it really was okay. She let go of me and I went to get my change of clothes. I might as well just stay facing the corner until she's done.

I could hear her taking off her belt, and the ruffling of her clothes. "Jungkook." she said in an upset tone. "Turn around and look."she demanded, wanting me to not treat her like this. Hesitantly, I turned around and met her eyes. My peripheral vision saw that she was only in her undergarment. Jungkook do not look down. Do not look down. Do not look- Y/n forced my head down, making me look at her. "Don't fight the urge to look at me kook. I'm fine with you looking. It's not like you're never gonna see it." she said, letting go of my head. Fuck. The thoughts I wanted to keep hidden came back up hitting me like a bus.

Use your brain not your dick Jungkook. Come on, don't let him win. "Y-Y/n I-" She placed her finger on my lips preventing me to continue talking. "I only sleep in my undergarment Jungkook" she said yawning "it's just something I've been doing since I was little." she explained, getting in my bed and shifting to get comfortable. How am I supposed to sleep now? Quickly changing my clothes I grabbed a spare blanket and pillow and laid on the floor.

An hour and a half has passed and I still could not sleep. One: My thoughts are getting stronger. Two: My roommates could come in any second now and see Y/n basically naked in my bed. "Jungkook... can you sleep beside me? I can't sleep without cuddling someone.." she said shyly, peeking from the edge of the bed. I hesitated but got up and covered myself under the same blanket as her. "Thanks." she said softly, wrapping her arms around me and snuggling into my chest. My breathing became rigid when she was this close. Her little snores and my heart beating rapidly was all that filled my ears. Now that I am closer than I ever will be with her, I noticed every single detail on her. And I noticed how her leg was in between mine, resting just below my crotch.

𝐎𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐛𝐚𝐝 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐰𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐮𝐩 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲.