33: awake

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[monday]

Location: Unknown - 6:03 am

Jungkook shifted and took a deep breath. He felt exhausted, even if he just opened his eyes from who knows how long.

He expected to be bleeding outside. He didnt think to wake up inside. Hell he didnt even expected to pass out. Yes he knew he was not letting the wound heal properly. But he just had to do things. He didnt have the time. 

He frowned a bit and sat up. Placing a hand on his side for the wound, but he didnt feel blood. It was dry?

He frowned looking down, then realised he was shirtless and his side was stitched together nicely. 

"how..."

He looked around seeing his shirt ripped and cut next to him. And then a bloody needle with still some thread at the end. 

Next to it laid Taehyung. He didnt look comfortable. Half on is side one arm trapped under his body. He must have passed out.

Jungkook noticed the blood on Taehyung's hands and pants. Then he came to the conclusion that Taehyung helped him.

"..he didnt leave...." jungkook said and got on his knees to slowly get up. He held the table for a few seconds until he felt alright. 

He had left the door open. Taehyung could have left him. It was the perfect moment.

Yet here he was. He brought jungkook inside and treated his wounds. Even if he got Hemophilia. 

It warmed Jungkook's heart. That even after this taehyung still chose to help him.

"lets get you somewhere comfortable" 

Jungkook said and lifted Taehyung in his arms. He walked carefully not to stretch his side too much and walked to the bedroom.

While walking the boy in his arms moved. And he opened his eyes.

"w-what happ-oh my!" taehyung said shocked seeing Jungkook carrying him when he opened his eyes.

"oh good morning darling"  jungkook said acting like he was all good again.

"put me down, your wound needs to heal"

"its fine, im careful" jungkook chuckled. Then he went to the bathroom. "dont look at your hands"

"why-"

"i said dont!" jungkook said stern when he saw Taehyung raise his hands. 

Taehyung flinched from the harsh tone and lowered his arms and just looked at the ceiling.

Jungkook had brought him to the bathroom gently placing him to sit on the edge of the bath.

He grabbed a towel and made it wet with warm water then kneeled down in front of the pink haired boy he liked so much.

"give me your hands" he said in a soft voice. The soft voice that made taehyung feel comfortable, a voice that didnt sound like a bloodlusted criminal.

Did jungkook get soft?

Taehyung did as the other asked and extended his hands wich jungkook immediately grabbed and covered with the towel. 

But taehyung gasped when he saw the red drops on his wrist.

"just dont look at it. Its okay nothing to be scared of" jungkook said looking down as he cleaned Taehyungs hands from the dried blood.

Meanwhile taehyung choose to look at Jungkook's face. Taking in once again every detail. From his sharp jawline to the small scar on his cheek.

He felt this warm tingling feeling inside of him when he looked at jungkook. It was pleasant, he liked the feeling.

And he knew exactly what it was....

He had the chance to leave, and forget about all that.

But he didnt..he came back. And there is your answer.

"so...All clean, now we will sleep. Im tired" jungkook said. He was acting so kind that it made taehyung feel way to comfortable. He looked at the raven with big curious eyes, waiting for the others next move.

Jungkook extended his hand for Taegyung to grab.

"o-okay" taehyung said and placed his hand in jeongguk's. The walked back into the bedroom hand in hand. Jungkook was practically already undressed. But still they had to take of the rest of their clothing.

And he hated the fact that he will have to let go of Taehyung's hand already.

But he did with a lot of dislike. Already missing the warmth of the boy's hand.

Yes his love was a obsession for the other. But he knew the way of love. 

He did have struggles that were grown from his past. But he tried to hide them and get Taehyung to like him back. 

He doesnt know how long he can keep himself sane like this. It was mentally exhausting. Because every time he did something that he knew was the right thing. The voices in his mind would tell it was wrong, trying to get out his blood crazy killer behaviour.

He didnt want to actually hurt Taehyung, but sometimes he just snaps. And he cant stop himself from doing it.

"come closer" jungkook said when they laid in bed together. He opened his arms to invite the Taehyung.

To his surprise Taehyung didnt hesitate to scoot closer pressed against him and hide his face against his chest.

It made Jungkooks heart skip a beat. He wrapped his arms around the boy and sniffed his sweet scented hair.

This is what he needs.

Love....Care..

And blood..But mostly the above. 

He didnt get that when he was younger. He was only thought how to kill. To never show mercy. To be who he needed to be.

"thank you" jungkook said softly

"for what?"

"treating my wound, even in your condition...and..Not leave there"

"i couldnt leave like that" taehyung whispered. Knowing this will have big consequences.

"goodnight, Tae darling" jungkook whispered and placed a kiss on taehyung's head.

"g-goodnight" taehyung whispered back with a blush. He unexpectedly started blushing after jungkooks gesture.

But, he wasnt complaining this time.

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I managed to sleep some more today and got some energy to write.

Sorry if its a bit boring. I wanted to write something easy since i feel so exhausted and a bit sick today. I have been sleeping a lot since i came home from work.

But im okay, its nothing bad. I had it before so i will be better tomorrow.

Thank you for reading again, and see u at the next update.

Vkook had gotten closer i see hmmmm.
🌼🌼🌼

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