Thoughts by Myself

My Hallucinations

-TW: MENTION OF HALLUCINATIONS-

So, my hallucinations are coming back. To explain, as a kid I had auditory and visual hallucinations but I don't remember exactly what they were because it was a long time ago. They're coming back.

Last night, at 1:23 in the morning, I started having auditory hallucinations and I could hear voices. They were whispering to me but they weren't forming sentences. They were just saying words. It freaked me out, so I had a panic attack.

Now, I'm having both auditory and visual hallucinations. The same as last night, they're just whispering and they aren't forming sentences. But, the visual hallucinations have been around earlier than the auditory. I have seen them before today, and I feel like this won't be the last time I see them. I'll explain what they look like.

The first one and the one I see lost often is who I call The StandOver Man. He's tall and all black, like a shadow. He's always hunched over so that he can fit in the room he's in. I think he's around 7'4" - 7'5" ish.

The second most common one is just who I refer to as WhiteShirt because I'm lazy and I'm not creative. Its literally just an exact copy of my friend but with a white shirt and all black everything else. They aren't all that special.

The least common one is a little boy. He looks like he's wearing a hoodie and jeans but he's also shadowy. I don't have a name for him, I don't see him enough to care.

They always appear out of hallways and out of windows and around corners and peeking from behind walls.

I might update this, but maybe not. I'm not sure yet.