"This is gonna hurt" (hisoka x fem! Reader 🍋)

Bittersweet hatred

I let my mouth fall open, a silent scream escaping my lips as I felt one of his strong hands squeezing painfully around my neck. The back of my head ached from being slammed against the cold wall. You could tell by the look in hisoka's eyes that he was irate. You trembled but stayed still in front of him, his other hand slamming into the wall, inches away from your head, he leaned down, his warm breath hitting your ear. He spoke all the sudden. "I hope you're sensitive, because I want to see you writhing underneath me in more pain than you've ever been in" he said, his voice now taking on a sinister tone. You felt your limbs being thrusted into the air, as he had just pulled your arms above your head, there was a painful sensation as you felt your shoulders throb, before you knew it your right shoulder had been pulled violently out of its socket with an odd but quiet pop. You considered yourself Lucky that both of your arms hadn't been ripped out of their sockets. When he saw that your face had twisted into one of extreme discomfort he let your arms fall limply to your sides. You could see your wrists were already starting to turn an oddly pretty violet color. Just as soon as your eyes wandered back up to him you had been forced onto your knees, he had one hand tangled into your soft hair and one hand working at undoing his belt "you do the rest" he growled out, meeting your eyes with his aggression filled gold ones. "I-I don't want to.." you managed to stammer out "oh you don't?.." he said in a voice that was oddly deeper then usual, you could see his arousal growing by the way the fabric of his normally baggy pants was tightening. "Mmm..that's so cute.." he said, yanking his hand upwards, you could feel his sharp nails grazing against your sensitive scalp, on top of that you could feel yourself lifting from your knees. You were being pulled up by your hair, whether you liked it or not. You felt tears gathering in the corners of your eyes as he looked down at you "are you willing to comply now?" He asked in a smug tone. You nodded in return, removing his belt from around his slender waist. His pants fell around his pale ankles, and you were met with a tent in his checkered boxers. You felt your face heat up as you looked up at hisoka. "Go on, I didn't tell you to stop, did I?" He said as he flicked your forehead, it surprisingly hurt more then you thought. You focused your attention back down to the tent, and in one swift move pulled down his boxers. You hadn't even noticed that you  had closed your eyes until you heard hisoka speak again. "Look." He groaned out. You opened your glassy eyes, and even though your vision was still blurred from crying, you could tell that this was more then you could take in from either end.  "Looks like someone is overwhelmed..." he put his index finger under your chin and tilted your head so that you were looking up at him, his eyes held lust that you had never seen before, and frankly it was scary. "If you help me out then i'll do the same for you," he said as he gestured for you to get up. You did so quickly, not wanting to be pulled up forcefully. "Take off your skirt" he demanded, which you immediately refused to do. "Can we do this later?..." you asked, already knowing the answer. By now you were just stalling. "My dear, you already know the answer to that.." he cooed out to you. "I've given you so many chances to do the the things I ask yourself..and I'm tired of waiting. I'm going to have to take matters in my own hands now." He ran a cold finger over your throat and before you knew what he was going to do there was a hand around your neck again, practically squeezing the air out of you. You felt the fingers of his free hand prodding at the waist band of your skirt, which he easily pulled down. The piece of clothing landed around your ankles, but that wasn't your main concern right now, you felt your body slowly becoming more dependent on the wall behind you. Just as you were about to collapse, hisoka moved closer and let you fall into his grasp. "My, my...is someone needy?" He said cockily as he held you against him with one arm, using the other to slowly pull off your panties. You shivered, the thought of you being so vulnerable to him scared you. He could do whatever he wanted to you and you couldn't object. You winced and let out a shaky  breath when you felt something cold touch your sensitive core. "Look at how wet you are already..you try to play it off like you aren't enjoying it, but your body says otherwise.." he held his finger up to you, showing the glistening liquid that was coated over his finger. "I don't..." hisoka immediately cut you off "you do." You closed your eyes, hoping that would make things somewhat better, but you had no choice but to open them when you felt your shirt and bra being taken off, but extremely slow. You knew he was doing this to drag this endeavor out for as long as possible. You felt tears gather in the corners of your eyes once more. You just wanted this to be over with, it wasn't the fact that you weren't a fan of it, it was the fact that you knew he wasn't going to be gentle this time. You were snapped out of your fear filled thoughts when you felt your back hit the cold wall behind you again. Chills were scattered across you body, and it didn't help that now hisoka was getting serious. You only knew this because you felt something uncomfortably poking at your throbbing core. Your face twisted into one of discomfort as a tear rolled down your cheek. "You have nothing to cry about..yet, so I suggest you save your tears for wen they're actually necessary." You looked down at your bare chest, just wanting to look anywhere else then into his eyes. From this view you could see his extremely well defined v-line. "Please be gent-" this time instead of being cut off by hisoka, you were cut of by your own scream of immense pain. You could feel his entire length being pushed inside of you without hesitation. You felt your chest heaving, and you couldn't help but make noises of discomfort "why aren't you crying anymore?..I love seeing the look of complete and utter defeat all over your face, it really amuses me~" he said, a groan of bliss  following soon after. Your legs twitched, this new intrusion was extremely bothersome, and just when you thought things couldn't get any worse, you felt him slide out of you, then thrust his hips upward as quickly as he could manage. You screamed out, you eyebrows furrowed as much as they could. Before you could comprehend what exactly you just did, you heard hisoka let out a strangled moan. You could taste..blood. In the heat of the moment you had leaned forward and bit into hisoka's shoulder to stop any more noises of pain or pleasure from escaping you. "I want to hear more from you.." he growled out to you, pushing his finger harshly against that sensitive bundle of nerves in between your shaking thighs. You whined out in frustration and bliss as he began to rub in circular motions, all while rocking his hips back and forth to a painfully fast rhythm "does it hurt? Does it feel good? How does it feel to know that I'm so deep inside of you, that you're submitting to me so easily?" He said without missing a beat "I-I hate you..ah..so much.." you choked out quietly, your whines of discomfort oddly now sounding like whines of need and want. 'Damn it..he's so smug..' you thought to yourself, not wanting to admit to yourself or him that this felt absolutely amazing. "The way you're squeezing around me so greedily says otherwise, and you know it..you're so dirty~" he said In a sickeningly sweet tone. He bowed his head, smirking and pushing harder against your now extremely sensitive bundle of nerves. Your legs twitched and wrapped around his slim, yet well built waist. This resulted in him being able to push even deeper inside of you. 'Fuck it..' you thought to yourself, the faster you got yourself and him off meant the faster you could leave. Or so that's what you told yourself to cover up the fact that you were probably enjoying this more then him. You rolled your hips against his, causing his finger to press almost uncomfortably against your sensitive nub. "I knew you were enjoying this, now let me hear who's allowing you to make those scandalous noises." He demanded in a cocky tone "n-not gonna happen..you can just forget about t-that.." you glared at him through half lidded eyes "fine, then I guess you wouldn't mind if I dragged this out for another hour or so until I can force it out of you..?" he leaned close yo your ear, licking the shell of it painfully slow while slowing his thrusts as well "do you want that, (y/n?)..." he asked, his hot breath hitting your neck perfectly. "It's you.." you whined out quietly "who is 'you'?" He asked, speeding up his pace again "nn..its you, h-hisoka.." he smiled, almost satisfied "and what am I doing to you, dear (y/n)?" He bit your neck harshly, doing anything he could to overstimulate you and force the answers out of you 'f-fuck.." you stammered out "hm? Didn't quite catch that, could you repeat?~" he licked over the bleeding bite mark, the blood was slowly trickling down and pooling at your collar bone. "FUCKING ME!!" You shouted, your legs spasm one more time before you finally feel your sweet release. Hisoka seemed more then satisfied with that and pushed himself into you a few more times before pushing himself deep inside of you and releasing his hot seed. You let out a shaky breath as he slowly pulled out, lowering you onto the ground, you couldn't feel your legs so you instinctively held onto him, laying against his warm figure. "Oh? Is someone not mad at me after all?" He said mockingly and ran his fingers through your hair "shut up and just take me to bed.." you yawned, being completely exhausted "does that mean you want a round two?" He asked as he picked you up bridal style "maybe with illumi, but definitely not you." You said with a smirk "what did you just say?" He stopped dead in his tracks and looked down a you with a devious glare. The man who had made him so angry to begin with was also doing such things with you? Unacceptable.

(Heya! I hope that was somewhat readable. If people actually liked this then I might make this into a lemons/scenario book. That's all from me, cya!)