Be With Me

Chapter 4

-Gun-

Shit! What's gotten into me, why the hell did I say that?
My heart beats so fast as I hurriedly walking towards the bathroom after I excuse myself from him before I can even expose myself to the core.

Looking in the mirror checking if I still look presentable.Gracious! How am I supposed to face him now I just want the ground to swallow me right now,the heck

'I should wash my face now, I don't want him thinking about something if I stay longer here' why would I even think about that ○_○
'I must be crazy' '○_○'

I pulled some tissue in my bag and wipe my face getting ready to go out

'Just act as if it didn't happen or atleast just be you' I keep murmuring while walking in the hallway and people just giving me some weird looks as if I'm losing it, well I guess I'm getting their -__-

I was near in our table when I saw him talking to someone on the phone he didn't saw me because I was facing his back.I overheard him talking sweetly

'Yes hon, I'll call you back later I just have some business to attend to,I miss you too. I love you' he said before putting down his phone

Acting normal as though you didn't heard at all even though you clearly heard it is a pure talent,so I guess it's my talent to just take the initiative of not being jelous or being hurt inside without anyones approval I'm good in this field so why not make this facade to be real, surviving this kind of situation you know

' Are you okay ? I suddenly back from my trance after I heard him

' ahm,yeah, just a bit tired from yesterday' I smiled at him that scream fakeness on it

' alright, if you say so, by the way I still have some-'

' aren't we going home now? I asked cutting him from what he supposed to say

' are we done talking? He ask back sitting straight

' I guess? I don't think I left something accordance to what you've asked and I already said a lot that I shouldn't have' I said looking at his features I just felt like checking him out

He seem confused but I ignore it gathering my things before facing him again

' I think I'll be going first I need to get something on my way, we can catch up nextime if you want' I told him

' do you want me to drop you off first, I don't mind' getting his things as well

' you don't? Then can you drop me off to the nearest bakeshop? Asking him while getting up

' yeah sure, let's go ' he just said

Walking to the parking lot and getting into his car and we're good to go

' he looks hot when he's driving ' damn mind stop it !  

' ahem ' breaking the silence because it's killing me

He glance at me

' do you have anything to do after you  drop me? Need to asked I may end up being mute after the ride -_-

' No, just staying at home then going out later tonight, why did you asked'

' no particular reason, you're going out with tay tonight? I asked

' yeah and some other friends, you wanna come? Asking me back

' ah,no. I also have a nightout later' I said looking out to the sidewalk

' again?you did go out last night,right? He asked glancing a bit

' hmm, yeah? Today's one of my friends birthday so we are going out as well as the reason why I am stopping by in a bakeshop' I said explaining  myself to him

' so that's why, alright just don't overdo yourself' he said

What!? I look at him confused, Is he worried? myghad I can't read him

' we're here' he said stopping the car and cutting me off from my thoughts
I look outside, oh yeah were here

' thanks for dropping me off, drive safely' getting ready to get off

' it's fine, do you want me to wait for you? I can still drive you home' he said

' no, it's fine, Plan's gonna fetch me here, I'll just wait for him inside' I said opening the door of his car

' what?,no, I can just drive you home' he said persistently

I look at him confusion all over my face, just what the heck, I'm loving this somehow, I smiled at the back of my mind

' it's fine really, you can go home now and facetiming your gf,you know' I said bitterly getting off completely. I look at him one last time before closing the door, what is he thinking?

' he look disappointed' I thought

I just wanted to get away from him a bit before losing my mind and jump at him, that's even worst,right?

But I do hope to do that to him without restraining myself.

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