Just Fanservice?

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Guys I am so so sorry for not updating in ages. I had tons of uni stuff and exams. Well I always do but it just pilled up.

~Mark POV~

I guess it won't hurt to meet up. I need to get my mind of... Things either way. Me and him are not gonna happen.

It's obvious that I could get laid by him, but that's not what I want. I want the whole package.
His face, his laugh, his bad days and happy moments. His cuddles and cries and smiles and tears.

Sure I wouldn't protest when he would go in for a kiss again (or even more for that matter), but I know that I would regret that - because after all it's not the same.

I will regret what I just did now and what I will do the next, weeks, months - however long it will take m to get over him.

Might as well put some more effort to get with someone else. No matter if it's just gonna be a rebound or whatever.

I open the chat and text back.

"Hi. I was planning to go out and go clubbing today. Wanna come? I really need to get loose."

"Wow. I have to applaud you. You are way to honest for the world. But honestly same. I haven't gotten laid in a while either."

I furrow my eyebrows not really sure how this became so intimate of a discussion, when I reread the text I send...

Fucking autocorrect... I meant let loose. Obviously. I facepalmed. Well now it's even more awkward to correct him, since he... Agreed?
Before I could do anything else he send another message:

"Let's get all dolled up tonight. I can bring the bunny if you want."

"Sure I guess... the more the merrier."

I let out a deep sigh. I absolutely dread overcrowded places and I hate interacting with people I don't really know... This is gonna be a long, alcohol filled night.

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So first of all I hope you are all safe and well. There is so much going on right now and I don't wanna get to political or whatever. That is not what this book is about.
But since a lot of people seem to read this book I might as well take the opportunity and say two things:

- I don't care if you are white, black, blue, violet or green. Respect each other and stand up for yourself and especially those less fortunate than you. Yes, everyone has a voice, but not everyone can be heard. Use your platform to spread this so we can hopefully be one step closer to equality soon. It's a process and it will take time, but things have to start changing now. It's been long overdue.

- Wear a mask, please! As someone (soon) working in healthcare I promise you this is essential. Try your best not to gather in big groups, wash your hands regularly and keep a minimum distance of 5 feet (1.5 m) between you and any person that is not from your household.

Enough with that. I really really missed you guys and love you lots!