jimin , 17 , soft skater boy , who's suffering on the inside though he uses skating and smoking as an outlet . what happens when a sad jimin meets a caring jeongguk .
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when i tell you i almost shit my pants , jeongguk just asked me to be his boyfriend . like HUH ? i figured it was coming , but i didn't expect it to happen now .
"i guess since you are the best looking ogre ive seen" i spoked in a high pitched voice , feeling nervous about the whole situation .
though my nerves calmed down as soon as he laughed .
"i was thinking the same about you , i didn't get that lucky though" he fired back with a small chuckle .
this was my boyfriend .
a man child who can take incredible care of me , but can't even remember to charge his phone at night . the same man who can strategically flip on a tiny ass skateboard , but can barely walk straight . my jeongguk , is now my boyfriend . how lucky am i . i always thought that i was going to be alone forever , but he changed that . and it all started at the skatepark . everything that ive done in my life had led me up to this moment .
even though i get abused daily by my parents , my friends barely care for me , and i dont have any useful education- jeongguk made all my past experiences worth it .
"i wanna jump" i spoke quietly , catching jeongguk off guard .
"huh ?" he asked confused , yet he still seemed on board .
"hold your breath" i quickly yelled to him , grabbing his hand , running towards the cliff .
"jimin , noO-" before he could finish his sentence , i jumped of the cliff . holding onto jeongguk's hand as if my life depended on it , causing him to jump with me .
as we fell down i felt it .
the rush of excitement surged through my body , as if i was floating . i was at peace , with my everything right next to me .
as we fell down i looked over to him , making eye contact . he seemed to be in the same peaceful mindset , causing me to smile at him .
as soon as i did he returned the favor , making me feel even happier .
we then hit the water falling in , though our hands never disconnected .
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"i had the best day today" i whispered , swinging our hands back and forth .
i heard him hum in agreement , slightly squeezing our hands .
we were on our way to my house , after a long day of endless fun . we had a picnic , swam abit , even went skating . it was great .
"jimin , can i sleep at your house ?" he asked , causing me to immediately nod . who wouldn't want their boyfriend to sleep at their house . not me .
we soon arrived at my humble home , where my window was still unlocked .
"ladies first" i spoke pushing jeongguk infront of me .
"meanie" he spoke with an obviously fake pout .
"sure" i sarcastically spoke , watching jeongguk open up the window- easily sliding into the basement .
i went in after him , hopping onto the floor & closing the window behind me .
"thank you for today min , it was honestly the best day of my life" jeongguk spoke , placing his hands onto my cheeks- caressing them .
"thank you for the same" i responded , cuddling into his warmth .
he soon pulled his hands from my face , and moved them lower to my waist .
"jimin.." he trailed off looking into my eyes with determination and love .
i hummed in reply , giving him the permission to finish his thought .
"..jimin , i love you" he spoke out , causing me to pause .
it felt like i stopped breathing , we have never said that before . as crazy as it sounds , we've only said like .. not love .
so it was definitely a first for me . even though i haven't experienced true love before , i knew for sure that i could positively reply to his little confession .
"i love you too gguk-ah" i spoke , looking into his eyes with admiration .
i really did love him .
"you better love me" he whispered back , with a goofy smile . causing me to break out into giggles .
"you are too cute for your own good" i spoke , catching my breath shortly after .
he simply hummed , looking off into the distance for a few seconds- involuntarily spacing out .
and in the matter of seconds .. suddenly i felt the atmosphere get serious , as he looked at me with a stern look .
"jimin .. are you happy here ?" he asked , causing me to tense up at the question .
i didn't even have to think .
"no , but as long as you are here , i am fine" i responded honestly .
i hated what my house turned into . i constantly get degraded in my own house . i feel as if i dont know my parents anymore . the once loving & outgoing parents turned into abusive assholes .
if jeongguk asked me to move out with him i would instantly say yes , but that was just a thought . i barely had any money to my name .
"move in with me"
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(a/n : hi)
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