Meet Me // h.s.

Chapter 2

Holy shit.

A contest to meet two members of my favorite band - the people who saved me. I know exactly what I would wear. My black skater skirt with my black gladiator sandals and my green crop top. Kind of like the green you would imagine to be in a meadow. Not a piercing green, but a green that really puts you in a trance if you look at it for too long.

A green like Harry's eyes. They just draw you in and you can't make yourself leave them. Harry is basically someone who saved me. Without him I'd probably be in a really deep depression or not even here right now. He keeps me smiling and hoping on to a somewhat normal life. One day I want to meet him and tell him all of it.

Maybe I can with this contest.

This has to be a joke.

They have millions of fans all over the world why would they pick me. I am just a worthless piece of shit and there are so many other deserving fans out there.

I quickly text Nikki about the contest and she replies that she already entered herself in at least 20 times!

If I entered I would have no shot. Honestly my parents would never allow me to go. They think my "obsession" with the boyband is stupid and just a phase. What they don't know is that they are part of the reason that I do love them so much.

But that's just a dream.

I enter once just to shut that little stupid part in my brain to shut up and stop nagging me to do it already.

Stupid conscience.

I hit send and expect the worse but hope for the best!

God only knows what the future holds right?