A Feeling That's Worth Fighting For

Sweet Blasphemy

{Okie so don't hate me. Things eventually get better. Maybe. You never know. Don't kill me. Anywho, bye my lovelies. I love ya guys!}

Ashley's P.O.V.

I find Victoria and Ronnie together inside Hot Topic after texting them trying to find them. I collapse in Victoria's arms as Ronnie asks what happens. "H-he w-was k-k-kiss-kissing so-some girl! H-he wa-was ch-cheat-cheating o-on m-me wi-with th-that t-tramp," I sob. She tenses up but rubs my back soothingly. "Hey, hey, calm down, come on, let's go home," she cooed. "Uh, hate to break it to ya, but that asshole has the keys," Ronnie sighs. "Ever hear of this thing called a cab," she sasses. She wraps an arm around me and leads me outside since I was blinded by my tears.

"Ronnie, hail a taxi would ya?" she asks. He gets one and we start on our journey home. I sob into my friend's shoulder the whole time. We get home and Ronnie pays the driver and we head inside. They place me on the sofa and wrap me up in a blanket. Ronnie calls the others to tell them where we are. "Hey Ronnie, do ya think anyone would mind if I beat the daylights out if Andy?" Victoria asked, handing me a cup of hot chocolate. "Naw, just tell them why and they'd probably look the other way," he shrugged. I had silent tears streaming down my face. I felt as if my heart shattered into a million pieces.

Victoria was gently rocking me, cooing soothing words. I closed my eyes and rested my head on her shoulder.I soon fell asleep, drifting off into a welcoming numbness.
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I woke up to Victoria's hushed, angry voice. "I seriously hope that he shows his face to me, that way I can rip it to itty, bitty shreds. No one messes with my friend like that," she was muttering. I opened my eyes to see her talking to Ronnie, Jake, and Jinxx. I stared at the ceiling until they realized I was awake. "Hey Ash, how you feeling?" she cooed. "Like shit," I muttered. She nodded and glanced at Jake and Jinxx. "They don't know much, just that you guys are over," she murmured.

I nod and get up. I go into my bedroom and get my stuff. "CC is now going to bunk with that asshole," I mutter. After moving CC's stuff to my old room. After situating my stuff, I lay in the bed. A knock sounds on my door and I tell come in. I text CC as Jake and Jinxx comes in.

'Hey, is it alright we switch rooms?'
'Fine.'
'Thanks.'

Not that I was going to tell him I already did. Jake and Jinxx sit at the edge if the bed. "What happened Ashley?" Jake asked. "Well, I went to get A-Andy and I some hot chocolate but found him and s-some tramp k-k-kiss-kissing," I choked out. They pulled me into a hug. "Well now we know why Victoria's being a she-devil and threatening to, well, lots of stuff," Jinxx grinned. I smiled ever so slightly, then they left. Victoria entered after they exited."Here, have some cookie dough ice cream," she smiled. I took the bowl and spoon, taking a mouthfull. She left then came back with movies and a box of tissues.

"What do ya wanna watch first?" she asked. I shrug. She shrugs and puts in a movie and comes to sit next to me. She sends a text and a minute later Ronnie comes in carrying Pepsi and popcorn. "Thanks," she smiles, taking the stuff. He nods a smile and exits the room, flicking off the lights and closing the door. The title of the movie comes on and I look at Victoria. "What?" she shrugs. "Seriously?" I scoff. "Hush, it's a good movie," she glares. I turn my head and focus on the movie.

A few movies later, the box of tissues was put to use and now almost empty. Victoria hugged me as I sobbed into her shoulder. "Here, hang on," she said getting up. She put in a different movie and sat down next to me. The title came in and I grinned. "I love this movie," I squeal. "Good," she smiles. My eyes start getting heavy around the middle of the movie. I fall asleep, dreaming if the guy who broke my heart.
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I wake up to the sun shining into my eyes and tear stains on my cheeks. Victoria was on the other side of the bed sleeping. I groaned and sat up to stretch. A knock sounds on the door and I get up to open it. I crack it open to see the ice blue eyes who broke my heart. I quickly shut the door and lick it. He bangs on it, asking me to open up. I yell at him to go away and hear his footsteps retreat. What a great way to wake up. Note the sarcasm. I sit on the bed and bury my face into my hands, crying. I feel arms wrap around me and I sob into their shoulder.

"Hey, hey, calm down," the voice if my best friend soothed. I followed her deep breathing and soon my sobs became silent tears. "H- he wanted t-to t-talk, l-like I-I wa-want t-to t-talk to t-that b-ba-bastard," I choked out. "Calm down, I'll deal with him later," she cooed. "Take a shower, and I'll cook us pancakes," she said. I nodded and saw her lock the door behind her. I went into the connected bathroom and showered, letting the hot water cascade down my body soothingly.

I get out after washing and dress in sweats and a sweat shirt. I put in my socks and wait for Victoria to get back. Soon I hear a knock on the door and her voice leaking through. " I said to go away you piece of-" I opened the door and pulled her in before she could finish. "Ow," she chuckles dryly. She hands me in if the plates she's carrying. "Thanks," I mutter. "You're welcome," she smiles. After finishing breakfast in silence I turn to her.

"Victoria, can we go home, like back to your place, please?" I pout. "Okay, I'll make arrangements," she sighed going out of the room. I let out a small cheer and start packing my stuff. Victoria walks back in when I'm almost done packing. "Okay, the cab will be here around 1:30 so just be ready by then. Also, I have to go talk to Ronnie about what's going on, so he can help make sure we can get out of here as quick as possible," she said.

I let out a little yay and finished packing my stuff. Victoria went off to pack her stuff and say goodbye to everyone. I decided to do the same and go say my goodbye's. After explaining to them that my mom just wanted me home I was free. We sat around waiting for the cab. Well I did. Victoria disappeared for a bit. I closed my eyes and decided to rest before I had to leave.