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Bold speech is Korean. Normal is English for pt. 1. Also, most of the stuff in this book will be imagines so it won't affect future chapters. ;)  WARNING! Shitty chapter warning. Well I mean everything I write is shit so...

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We were filming a Bon Voyage episode abroad. I was missing Felix; he was going on tour with the rest of Stray Kids. We still made sure to call each other everyday and text each other whenever we could but it was difficult finding a time where me AND Felix were both available due to time zones.

I was sitting in my room when my phone started ringing. I picked up the phone and read the caller ID. My face lit up.
"G'DAY MATE!" we screamed simultaneously. I could hear him dying of laughter at the other end. I couldn't help laugh too.

"So... How's life?" Felix asked.
"A mess but nice."
"I miss you."
"I miss you more."
"I love you."
"I love you more."
"No you."
"Ew."
"What??"
"You are the cheesiest ramen boy istg."
"Hey! >:(" I giggled.
"Look we're not going to be one of those cheesy couples who are like oh no I love YOU more so I'll just agree with you." I remarked. I heard him fake a sob.

"BITCH!" he yelled.
"Oh? Don't start a fight you can't win asshole." I said. And so we fought each other with all the insults we could think of.

"COCKHEAD!" I yelled.
"DAUGHTER OF A SON OF A BITCH!" Felix replied.
"BASTARD!
" Your insults are as bad as your greasy hair."
"Your nose is as wide as your stupidity!"
"I hate you!"
"I love you~" I cooed sweetly.
"Aish why do you do this to me?" Felix sighed.

After ranting on about our lives and having lots of fights of course for a few hours, I walked out of my room, spotting an angry looking Jimin at the table.
"You said we were going to get mochi ice cream." he pouted.
"I'm sorry-" I started but was cut off.
"We exist too you know. It's not just you and Felix." He growled, walking out the room but not before "accidentally" pushing past me.

Was he jealous?

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"Seul I'm home!" Tae happily exclaimed from the living room. He was met with silence. "Strange..."

I came home from filming my MV for my new single release. I had to film at the JYP building as they had a better space to film...Ok fine I mostly went there to see Felix but I did film the shots I had to do too.

"What the fuck is up with you?" I walked in to Tae sighing dramatically while watching I Am Not A Robot for the SEVENTEENth time.
"Show some respect." He growled, unhappy at my choice of language.
"I'm showry." I pouted cutely, "oppa?"
His eyes never left the screen.
"Kim Taehyung look at me," I shouted in his face. He looked back at me emotionless.
"What?" He asked. I scoffed and went to my room.

"Oh hi Tutu!" Jimin greeted me while I flopped tiredly onto Taehyung's bed. "What's up?"
"Nothing. I just don't know why Tae's acting so weird-" He tucked my hair behind my ear and slightly kissed my nose.
"Whatever it is, I'm sure he's not mad." I hummed.
"You know he can't hold grudges for more than an hour." Jimin continued. I laughed a bit at that.

After chatting to Jimin for a while, I got up from Tae's bed and went to find Mr. Gucci himself. I found him asleep on the sofa, hugging the remote with the TV still playing in the background. I chuckled softly and swept the bangs away from his eyes. Suddenly, he opened them, making me gasp. Tae smiled lightly before pulling me into one of his bear hugs.

Was he jealous?

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Jungkook had been avoiding me all day. I thought he was just a little tired so I let him be but I began to get worried.

I had a lot of things troubling me like how Felix and I broke up. Kook was one of the people I trusted the most. Ok I admit he's not very wise but he never Fails to cheer me up.

Whenever I was by myself, he walked away. Everytime, he made up an excuse.

"Jungkookie-oppa can you come to go shopping with me?" I asked innocently.

"Not today. I'm going to practise," He said, getting up from my bed. I suddenly grasped his arm and pulled it back.

"I don't know what the fuck has gotten into you but you need to tell me," I started, "you've been avoiding me for 3 weeks."

"I-"

"And don't give me any of the I'm tired bullshit."

I saw the guilt in his eyes and I immediately regretted what I said. He walked out the door, tears sliding down his face.

"Oppa no," I said but he had already walked out of the room.

"Are you sure you love her? Are you sure it's not just some stupid crush?"
" Yes. I love her," I heard someone sob. I pressed my ear against the wall.
"But she's with Felix so I can't do anything. I want her to be happy but she doesn't know that it's killing me. I don't want the jealously to take over. What do I do? Shit I'm a mess." The crying only intensified and I heard something crash against the wall.

I couldn't take it anymore. I charged into the room and held a crying Kookie in my arms. I rubbed comforting circles on his back but left him for a few minutes.

"S-seul-ie?" Jungkook asked. I didn't reply. I just ran into the living room and got all of the blankets and pillows I could. I started building and within 10 minutes, I was done.

I ran back to get Kook, who had calmed down a lot but was still sniffling a bit. I wrapped him in a hug and led him to the living room where we binged watched Moon Lovers.

"Oppa?"
"Hmm?"
"All that stuff you said-"
"I'm sorry it's ok if you don't feel the same way I understand. I know you're with Felix and-"
"Don't you get it?"
"Hmm?" He asked, confused. I laughed at his oblivious state.
"I love you too."
"But what about Felix?" I sighed.
"We broke up. I was going to tell you but I didn't get the chance I'm so sorry-" He put a finger over my lips and smiled.
"I'm sorry I felt like this."

Was he jealous?




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