STRAY KIDS ♡One Shot♡ Series

3-What if...(changlix)

Ship:changlix

Warnings:nothing
Top:changbin/sub:felix (fluff and a bit of angst I guess, comfort)
Requested:bbyJEONGINNIE
Summary:Felix says yes to minho and he sits next to changbin but changbin doesn't know he is scared and when he understand they get closer~

Words count:1334

Being a kpop idol has its own good points and bad points. For example you get popular, people start liking you and you can travel and visit lots of countries. But in the other hand, if you are scared of hights, just like felix , you can't help it but to hate your career sometimes.

Actually, nobody in stray kids knows that felix has this fear, except the leader. Chan is just something else. He is Felix's best friend, he knew everything about him. That's how they succeeded in keeping this secret to themselves, chan and felix sitting next to each other in every flight and felix hugging the leader till he falls sleep. And that's exactly what they are ganna do again.
Stepping into airport hand in hand with the older aussie, felix felt happy that he had such an amazing friend. Truly, he didn't know how he could handle all of his problems without chan. He probably couldn't even think about it, being the only forbidden person in the group, was way too much for him to handle. The thought made him clench his hand, chan noticing and smiling at the younger, probably thinking he was nervous being of another long flight to new York.

"It's ok lix. We've done this alot now, this is just another one and it'll be over soon."chan smiled, trying to comfort the younger.

"I know hyung, thanks." Felix faked smiled, he wasn't even thinking about the flight anymore, he was thinking about the leader, and how he could continue without him.

"Chanieeeeeeeeeeee~"

They both turned around, facing the boy who was older than felix and younger than chan. "What is it minho?" Chan asked, probably a bit too harsh for his own liking. Minho frowned a bit, but still didn't gave up. "C'mon chanie don't be mean~" blushing a bit, chan nodded. "Ok minnie tell me what you want.....again..."the oldest whispered the last part, only he himself and felix being able to hear it. Felix giggle at that.

"I wanna sit next to you. Just this once? Please? Please? I'm sure felix is fine too. Right lix?" The dancer whined, now looking at felix in the eyes.

Felix didn't knew what to say. He doesn't want to change sits with minho, he needed to cuddle the leader. But he couldn't say no too. The dancer was too adorable to reject.

"Oh... ok minho hyung" felix mumbled not really wanting to change sits but he was afraid minho would get mad at him.

"Thanks lixie! You can go seat next to changbin " minho smiled, then looked at chan, felix doing the same to see the leader's reaction. Chan was confused for a while, trying figure out how the younger aussie will fight his scare of highs, he finally looked at felix, abit sadness in his eyes. Felix just ignored it, thinking chan was probably worried, so he smiled softly at him, nodding . The blondie nodded back, drifting his attention to minho, smiling at him. The younger aussie saw minho's cheeks became a light pink and chuckled to himslef, leaving to find his own new sit.

Finding changbin was easy, the said boy was at the last row seats looking outside through the small window

"sorry Changbin hyung, Minho hyung told me to come seat here" Felix announced making the shorter to look at his direction with a slight smile

"It's ok lix" Changbin said before turning around again. Taking that as a hint, Felix sat down on the seat next to the older feeling kinda awkward

"Ok, we're ganna take off. Please as always make sure to keep your seatbelt on"

Felix knew everything and he was sure the others knew too, that's why the pilot keep it as a simple speech. They have been to alot of places since now, the first five times they gave them the full speech, always saying the necessary things and after that they deleted the needles and now they would just tell them to have the seatbelts on.

Felix did as he was told, feeling his own hands shaking from fear. He was all alone now and he didn't know if he could make it or not, he had to try.

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Oh damn trying was hard.

He was biting on the side of his hoodie , trying to muffle any sound of screaming he oh so loved to make. The screaming wouldn't help, nothing helped the situation, but he still had the courage to scream or kill someone.

"Amm....eh...felix?" Looking around, felix found changbin gaze on his. The older boy had a mischievous smile on his face, his eyes filled with something between worried and confused. Felix never knew if anyone could have that face, looking kinda worried but at the same time having that damn beautiful smile.

"Yes hyung?" Was all that felix could manage. He didn't trust his voice right now, he may yell if he tried forming longer sentences. Actually maybe changbin had other plans for the boy.

"How are you feeling?" Damn, felix never wanted to kick someone face so bad and at the same time go and hide and never come back. The smile on changbin's face changed to something like a smirk, and felix was about to grab his hyung and throw him out of the airplane. But again, changbin was bigger than him, so he should show respect to the older boy. Besides, felix isn't a psycho, is he?

"I-I'm fine hyung" again another short answer, but the older boy seemed to be pleased. He still had that hint of worry in his eyes, but now he mostly looked like he was about to burst out laughing.

"If you say so" was all that the rapper said before turning around again, looking out of the window. And oh god felix wanted to yell, scream, that NO he wasn't fine, and beg every single person to let him go back and sit next to the leader. He needs it so much, but again, who is felix to complain?

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Felix is alone.

The shorter boy just left to use the bathroom and even tho his brain shouted to him that the boy will come back and there were other people there too, he wanted nothing but to cry.

Well, he did.

It took a while for felix to understand that he indeed was sobbing into the hem of his hoodie, soaking the place with tears. He couldn't take this anymore, he tried so hard and it's only been thirteen minutes, he couldn't take another two hours.

He needed chan.

No.

He needed someone.

"Oh damn- felix are you alright baby?" Felix heard changbin voice next to him. He didn't noticed the way the rapper was on his knees, or the way he was petting his head, nor the older boy calling him baby. He just had the urge to hug the older, and he did.

He hugged the other boy hard, burying his head in the rapper's neck and sobbing so hard he was afraid someone will hear.

"Hey, it's ok baby I got you I got you" Was the last thing Felix heard before falling sleep.

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When the young Aussie woke up he was in changbin's hold and the older was carrying him bridle stile wich made the dancer to blush and hide his face with his hands.

"Hey baby it's ok you are ok now I got you" Changbin smiled

"I'm so sorry hyung I-" before Felix could finish his sentence changbin cutt hi off

"No Felix, I'm happy you came and sat with me. I promise I will be there for you after this"

The words made Felix to blush again.

Ok maybe airplanes aren't that bad