That Girl

I don't know about you but I think most of us have one girl (or boy) that they'll never forget, but not for good reasons, oh no.
I hands down definitely have one, I'm not going to use her real name,( I was very close though ), so one going to call her Crystal , lol she would defo know I was talking about her if she saw this, but I don't really care, so I'm just gonna tell you the story...

I had two friends in year 7 called (not real names) Anna and Ella ,it was just us three, we were doing okay but Anna was a bit controlling and in charge, Ella was just quite a nice girl, over a period of about a week Crystal started hanging with us, she didn't have any good friends at the time, her best friend had been "stolen" by The Models, as described in my other book, and Anna didn't like her much, Ella wasn't really here nor there, Anna didn't say anything about it to Crystal , she just acted sugary sweet to her face, I decided that I would be super nice to Crystal because she had been BADLY bullied recently. We actually started to get on, we would spend time together and go to Dulwich park and have end up on sugar highs. We had so much fun. I really thought we were going to stay best friends. Then I started to notice Anna favouring Crystal over me and I acted as if I didn't care, still being nice to everyone and not taking sides in any "serious matters".
Crystal started being horrible to me and I was so confused because I was nice to her when no one else was there for her.
Anyways, I got over her and until year 8 I avoided her. She kinda left the group, I had my b-day party before Crystal left the group, which she said she would not mind at all not going to because I was only aloud 10 people. Then just before her birthday came around she appeared back in the group, and would talk about her birthday, including me in the conversation as if I would be going, then on the day she gave out her invites, she called us all over, and gave everyone their invite, except for me.as I took a deep breath to calm myself down, contain my self, later that week she gave a look that said "I hate you, ha." It would have rather she literally said it to my face.
Something i didn't mention was that I had a. Massive crush on Brandon (not real name) I felt like she was making sure I saw her give him his invite and on the day if her sleepover she posted a bunch of photos everywhere of them together and I texted as if I was fine but everything I said I wa doing that was going to be fun she downgraded as if it was nothing compared to her sleepover it literally broke my heart to see that she wanted to hurt me that much.

Recently I went on a school trip to Iceland with Brandon ,Anna and Crystal. And they were continuously joking about sucking Brandon's 🍆 through the whole holiday. But it felt like they were targeting me.
There was one point where we were sharing our room with another three really nice girls and we were actually talking about our insecurities. I said that I don't particularly like how skinny I am and that I feel really horrible about my small boobs, and me and this out her girl with a similar body type joked about wearing push up bras every day and started joke planning a trip to primark and about 20 seconds into our joke, Crystal said to me: " a push up bra wouldn't work on you, you don't even have enough boob to push up yet."but she said it in the most spiteful way possible.
I'm not going to carry on rambling about this girl, but If she ever sees this, I just want to say:
When I became friends with you, I thought I wouldn't have to worry about anything like this happening, but I was very wrong, you made me feel worse about my self my body, you told me that my current crush liked you, as a f**king joke, and I really don't understand you, at all.