Dominate Love

Him

October 15, 2019 , it's A beautiful sunny day in the fall in  Winchester Kentucky. Im currently so busy between taking classes at eastern university and working part time that I never really have time for myself anymore. I'm a 2nd year  and currently still dreaming of getting out of Kentucky and moving to London and finishing up my schooling there.  Considering that's we're my mom was from she was from south London and always bragged on her upbringing and how Americans take things to seriously and how it took her a  very long time to get used to living in  the states ... after she died It's always been a dream of mine to move there an experience it for myself . Being raised has a only child my mom passed away when I was just 13, it's always just  been me and my dad. He lives back home in our family ranch which I love more than anything but sometimes it can feel like u can finally breath out There and other times can feel almost suffocating . I have no idea what I wanna do for a living ,kinda just figuring it out has I go but I do know I have always had this fixation on living in London and just getting out of America finding a different path.
"Hey dad what's up?"
"Nothing sweetie did u hear back from any colleges back in London yet?"
"No not yet.. I hope soon bc that way I can just transfer over after the fall semester."
"I'm excited for u honey.. I don't want u to leave me but I know this is what u always wanted to do and I will support in any way , what ever ur decision"
"Thanks dad.. ur my whole world ,don t worry  we will see each other for the holidays u know I can never not be home for Christmas.. but hey  I haven't even got any good news yet.. as soon has I do I promise ur my first call."
Has I hang up the phone w my dad I realize I havent checked the mail in a couple days.
Has I rush down to mail area of my comdors my heart is beating 100 miles per hour.. A feeing of nervousness and excitement rush to my legs and has I turn the corner Im wiped down by what looks like. a very tall individual.. has I lift my head it's a boy I've never seen before he was very tall and muscular and had light brown hair with such  a baby face.. first throught  that  ran threw my head was why did he have to be so amazingly good looking.
His eyes were so crystal blue they pierced  through my soul..
"OMG OMG... I'm so so sorry I was pacing and not paying attention. "
I yell.
"No it's fine.. are u alright."
He asked.. maybe bc I fell down hard and his large frame didn't even flitch.
"Yes yes I'm ok"
I say nervously.
"Are u sure u look like u went down pretty  hard with a fall like that u could be part of the football team."
He's Say jokingly.
"Huh... hahahah  thanks but I'm ok. "
" so sorry again"
I try to shake off my embarrassment and  rush away has fast has I can to avoid more embarrassment.
Has I continue to make my way to the mail room. I find my mailbox and dig into my front pocket to retrieve my keys and realize I must I  have dropped them when I fell..
As I turn my head to head back up  to  the corner.
"Bowwwwww"
I hit my head on something and almost blacked out"
It's him again has I open my eyes.
"Oh my god I'm so sorry again I dont know what's wrong with me today"
"Hahahah it cool this time it's my fault.."
We both stand there rubbing our foreheads with ease due to the headbanger.
" u dropped ur keys and I just wanted to make sure u have em"
"Omg thanks I just realized I dropped them..  hi my name is Blake nice to meet u"
I say forcing the words out.
"Nice to meet u too my name is Dominic.. Blake That's a unique name for a girl.."
" hahhah Yeah my  dad He always wanted a Blake.."
I laugh.
"I like it.. it's cool"
He smirks.
"Thanks..... well  soooooo thanks again I appreciate u coming to bring my keys ...I  will let u finish doing whatever u we're doing"
I say with such nervousness. Realizing I didn't make any sense at all.
"Yeah um u busy right now u wanna maybe go get lunch I know this nice little sandwich  place down the street."
" ummmmmm ok I guess that will be ok just let me check my mail I  will meet u outside."
"Ok sure"
Has he walks out the mailroom I swear I was so nervous that I was constaplating if I should just run back into my dorm and hid."
"I've never been out with any man since I've been at school I kinda been all alone and just focused..  and a man that looked like that was making my heart pound in my chest . Everything to his blue  eyes to his amazing body but more than anything He was just so confident which I think scared me the most.. I had one boyfriend in high school but he was far from confident maybe because we were so young and inexperienced he didn't have that much. But Dominic was has confident has they come ,his eyes his body everything ,even the way he talked to me with such ease has if he's asked out tons of girls before.. it made me so much nervous thinking about it. I don't know how to talk to guys I'm a wreak and when I talk I  never make sense and  become weird and just always look uncomfortable it's probably why I'm  a sophomore in college and have yet to date since my ex in high school.
I  then realize that maybe he  was just  instrested in me has a friend  and maybe he was just wanting  to talk somebody... maybe it's not like a date it's just like hey I made new friend, so I gather up the strength to walk outside.
Has I open the double doors I realize he's still waiting for me, leaning on the brick wall. One of the most gorgeous men I have  ever seen upclose in my life..
I'm so flushed
"he's so hotttt.. "
I whisper to myself.
I start breathing kinda fast has I  have to pick up my feet to walk up to him..
His eyes reach mine.
"Hey Blake u ready"
He's says with all that confidence.
"Ya"
Has I try to pretend not to feel like ima die of nervousness.
We finally reach the little sandwich bar which is so tiny and cute and looks like ur average college hangout place.
It look packed with tons of people outside. They were all on the patio just hanging out and having an afternoon drink and chatting it up.
Has we walk threw the crowd to try to be seated, people start yelling at him"
"Hey buddy"
One man says.

"How's it going Dominic "
Another blurts out.
"Hey dom"
A pretty little blond winks her eyes at him.

He starts waving and saying hey back to a lot of people there. He seem very liked and well known.
I kinda just put my head down . Has we walked threw I tried to look and not be so nosy at the same time.

"Right here lets seat here"
He says.. A quieter little table inside kinda off to the corner.
"Ok "
I strug.

We order some drinks and he starts asking me questions.
"So Blake what year are you"
I'm 2nd year.. you?"
"I'm a senior..."
"Really.. wow it's almost over for u then huh!"
I say.
"Yeah Im kinda  sad about it really u know I love it here it's been a great college experience for me I just got to figure out what I wanna do"
"U didn't major in anything"
"Well yeah I'm gonna major in legal studies it's kinda a family tradition my dads a big time lawyer up in Lexington."
"Oh wow that pretty impressive.. so what u don't wanna be a lawyer?"
"Yeah and no I dont have a passion for it I kinda just did it bc my dad u know he expects me to make the family proud, I'm sure not excited to attend law school next year either another 4 years of reading and reading.. well it's not that easy u know?"
He shrugs his shoulders.
"Well yeah I can imagine the classes are pretty intense huh?"
"Yeah they are"
"So what mayor are u?"
He asks me with his eyes almost never leaving mine and making my hands sweat so much I lay them on my thighs. Trying to look at his forehead between his eyes and not his actual eyes so I don't slur  my words and get so distracted from his beautiful baby face. "well  I don't have major not yet at least I'm just taking my core classes and just trying to figure it out. Im really trying to get into a good school in London exactly.. trying to find  a new scenery."
" really London. That's the first Ive ever heard anybody wanting  to do that around these parts" why London?"
He says

" well it's just a big big dream of mine?"
I say has I blow out threw my mouth almost just daydreaming on my own at the table."

" cool,  thats  what's up that ur following ur dreams not everybody has  that luxury.. I admire that."
"Thanks I have  a great dad who definitely lets me dream crazy."
"As we both laugh"
After I take a slip of my drink I look up and he's glaring at me with those piercing eyes and says.
" so Blake u have a boyfriend"
My throat starts to feel like it closing and my hands intense in sweat has I try to answer back.
" um no I don't"
I say.

"Ok that's what up.. so maybe u wanna go out  to dinner with me let's  say Friday."

Oh lord he's asking me on date a real date ok maybe the friends thing was way off,  way off I don't know what to say I'm freaking  out inside, afraid to answer back. Like how can I say no he's so dreamy and handsome and sexy. I would have to be an idiot to say no right.. "huh"
throughts starts overpowering my mind and then I look into his eyes and just blurt it out.
" YES.. ok "
I say.
We seat there just talking about both are backgrounds and learning more about each other. Dominic was  a big football god at EKU, and was the quarterback for the team.. which I don't know much about football but he says he's the team captain so I just assume hes the most valuable considering how many people greeted us when  we  were  making are way into the bar.  I told him about being raised on  a farm and he told me that he's not from Kentucky he moved here after  high school when his dad opened  up a Pratice in Lexington. Hes exually  from Portland. Which I found pretty amazing bc just getting to meet people that weren't raised in the south at this school was very rare.. which I should have know he wasn't because his lack of country accent.
"I had fun thanks for inviting  me to lunch  Dominic!"
I say with less nervousness.
"Yeah sure it was fun huh.. I'm glad we met today..
So I really looking forward to dinner on Friday u know getting to know  u better we will have even more fun I promise"
"He giggles"
Has I smile looking back at him I realize this is the awkward goodbye see u later time. And I don't know what to do . I'm not used to this and just freeze.  He walks closer to my  face and I freak out inside.
He leans  closer and closer  and closer and touches  my hand softly has he placed a very soft  desirable kiss on my cheek. And whispers in my ear. Making my body feel like it's almost falling apart.
" See u later"
And goosebumps take over my entire body has the hairs on the back my neck rise has I feel his warm breath near my face.
" ok"
I say almost sounding like a baby bc my nervousness.
He backs away and moves his hand off mine and glares at me piercing his blue eyes into mine and slowly backing away from me.