I literally don't wanna go to school. It's honestly living hell over here. I get teased and bullied over anything. But I never give up on anything since I have proof that I will make it through life ahead of me.
I just put on my casual outfit, hair bun and simple makeup.
I just finish eating my breakfast, wave my mom bye and hop on to my car driving to school. Ugh I just can't stand school because of bullying. I've been bullied since the 7th Grade. I had this one friend who I've been best friends with decided to go for the wrong crowd & just started to pick on me. I'm now in the 10th grade and still getting picked on by the same people.I have arrived to school and already seeing the bullies. That one ex friend is Joel. I still don't know why he went to those people. I just still feel so much pain, felt like I've been dumped.
As I was on my way to my 1st period, I was pushed to the lockers by the bullies. They started to talk about made up sh*t rumors about me in which it's so messed up. I see Joel not doing anything and just seeing and feeling so much guilt. The bullies started to push me down and kicking me to the ground. I just lay there crying.
Joel P.O.V
Today, for some reason, I feel so different. I don't know, but now I'm just realizing I've been making fun of my long time best friend for 3 years and just never see it. I just thought it was a joke, but I see her crying and sometimes not come to school because of the bullying from my "so called" friends. For the past 3 years, I see her everyday looking so gorgeous, but just getting dragged down from my "friends".
Like just 2 days ago, I saw her accidentally dropping one of her notebooks. I thought it was gonna be her school subject book, but instead it's her feelings and thoughts written on her notebook. What surprises me is that She actually really likes me a lot, but she wrote on her notebook is that I never felt the exact same way because of the bullying tearing her down.
I tried to return it to her yesterday, but she's just walks away to not deal with the pain. For a wrong reason, I read almost all the pages and never realized she's been through a lot of pain other than bullying. I felt so much guilt on me.
I watched her getting beat down by the guys. I felt my frustration, decided to beat them down and tell them to go pick someone else on their own size. They flipped me off and gave them the "look 😒". I picked y/n up and see her that's she's still crying.
"Y/n are you okay? Let me take you to the restroom." I said grabbing her hand, even though she was still shaking.
Y/n P.O.V
Joel all of a sudden beaten those guys down and grabbed my hand taking me to the restroom. I feels kinda nice to him, but I still don't know if I wanna trust this guy.
We arrived to the restroom. Joel grabs a paper towel, puts some water and cleans the blood dripping from my lip and nose.
"You feeling better now?" He asked. I shook my head yes as he was still cleaning my face.
"Listen y/n, two days ago, you accidentally dropped this notebook, for my reason, I read about what you said from the past and present. And I just want to say I'm extremely sorry for what I've done to you and never understand what pain you're going through. I feel such a idiot." He said with a single tear coming down on his face
I had trust issues, but seeing that tear coming down, he's being brutally honest to me. "Joel, It's okay. Don't cry. I forgive you." I said giving him a hug. He gave me my notebook back to me. And silly me, I (in the funny way) poked his head for reading my feelings from the notebook. He let out a laugh.
"Also y/n. I need to do this to you" he said. I was confused for what he said. Out of a sudden, he gave a passionate kiss on the lips to give me the truth. He pulled away for say something.
"I like you too y/n. I liked you since I met you. You're such a smart & gorgeous young lady. I never want to lose you since now we getting close together again." He said like he really meant it.
I gave him a kiss and said "I love you so much Joel Pimentel de León".
He smiled and finishing cleaning everything up on me. He hold my hand and finally ending those brutal days of my life. This is a fresh new old start of Me & Joel.
A/N: this was kind of a hard topic for me because I've been bullied for such a long time since the kindergarten. I also do write my personal thoughts, but on a secret diary. Now, as a college student, I don't get picked on anymore, but sometimes those people who picked on me are now gonna regret for what they done to me. One day, I said that I want to become a successful latin pop artist. They will see that I'm more successful than them.
Off topic, but as I'm writing this, JOEL POSTED THIS
Like IS THIS A JOKE? I can't call him my little innocent Joel anymore because of this picture. But (lame 2016 joke) DAMN JOEL, back at it again with the shirtless selfies. All jokes aside, this picture just inspired me to start doing more exercises and healthy eating. I know it's bad, but I wanna see the satisfaction of me.
Q: what's the best goal you succeeded in life and what's your next goal?
A: Me success and graduate in high school. Now I'm planning be successful in college and just be healthy again.Now, Stay Safe & Stay Awesome
August 6 2020
~ Jennifer 🦄
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