Strung On You

Forgive me ??

He pushed me up against the wall and told me "don't nobody love u but me" then knocked me out with a hard punch to the face..........

I woke up gasping for air...repeating "it was just a dream....your ok" checking my face I look down to my left to see Ryan staring at me with evilness in his eyes

Ryan:lay back down.....and shut up

(Turning away from me)

Me:ok (lays down)

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????:wake up baby

I could already tell who if was ...... It was ray

Me:yes baby (sitting up)

Ray:I made u breakfast (kissed my lips)

Me:thanks Bae (gets up)

When I go down stairs I see a girl sitting on the couch looking irritated before I could ask her who she was here comes ray running down the stairs telling her let's go she got up and walked to the door and opened it before ray could go out side I stood in front of him with tears in my eyes

Me:if u step foot out of this house with her I'm not gonna be here when u get back(looking him in the eyes)

He leaned down and kissed my cheek then whispered in my ear

Ray:don't wit up (starts laughing)

Ray pushed me aside and went out the door putting his arm around her before walking off I slammed the door really had and fell to the ground and broke down in tears I cried for 30 min and got hungry and my head started to hurt I took a headache pill then ate my pancakes and potatoes ray made me then I went to take a shower when I got out I put on some pink sweats,with a white t,and my white fluffy boots I grabbed my phone, purse,keys ,and jacket to match my sweats and headed out the door locking it

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Right now I'm at the mall walking around eating nochos I brought a couple new out fits with a pair of boots I finished my nochos and headed towards my car when I got there I put my bags in the back seat and headed towards my mom a house ...........

Yns mom:hunny I missed u where have u been?

Me:sick with the flu(lied)

Yns mom: I'm happy your better now
(Sitting on the couch)

Me:mom should u stay with a man who treats u wrong but also good

Yns mom:sweety you'll have to figure that out on your self just see where your heart is in the relationship

Me:ok mom (gets up) I'll see u later

They hug

.......later on that night

I'm at the house packing my clothes to go to a hotel ray can't keep treating me like this I was almost finished packing when me and rays bedroom door busts open with ray leaned against the frame of the door smirking

Ray:u ...think(chuckles)your leaving me

Me:isn't that what I told u earlier!

Ray:(pushes him self off the door frame)again ..u think ..u leaving me

I hurried up and zipped up my suit case and grabbed it and my purse and tried to hurry out the room but failed because ray blocked my way

Me:ray please move

Ray:nahh now put them motha fuckin bags down!!(grabs the bags and throws them)

Me:ray stop !!(tries to go get them)

Ray grabbed me and threw me on the floor and started kicking me and slapping me until I saw nothing but darkness before I blacked out I heard ray screaming ......don't u ever try to leave me