She's not for me, is she?

She's different

Yuri's P.O.V.

And finally... Summer break is over...

Today I'm officially a third year, not that I'm actually excited about it but well... Just one more year and this part of my life is over.

For many, highschool is the best period of their life, the one many would even kill to come back to, and others impatiently await their time to come, but for me...

Quite honestly, it wasn't even a month before I was wishing I could be out of there soon, two years ago. But here we are now, year 3 of 3.

Elementary, middle school, highschool, they're all the same, I get treated the same, I go through almost the same, and it's not something I'm very fond of to be honest.

However, highschool is a bit more special since there's one thing that wasn't present in the previous two, one small thing.

The pink haired one.

Joining the literature club was something I didn't even think twice about as soon as I saw the little pamphlet handed to me by my now clubmate of peach colored hair one day during lunch break one year ago.

Then not too long after that, I was enjoying my time there, we were just 3 and we all were just doing our thing. I of course was simply doing what I love doing the most. Reading.

But then, almost two weeks after I joined, she appeared.

A short girl, who I instantly assumed was a first year and was right on, pink hair, magenta eyes that matched the later, and very petite figure, almost like a first year Middle schooler.

Her name was Natsuki.

I was never very good at socializing with other people but since I'd probably be seeing her everyday from then on, I thought it'd be good to make friends with her like I did with the other two members, who actually gave me the confidence to think of this thanks to their very nice personalities and behavior towards me.

But oh how wrong I was.

Natsuki's personality is... Difficult. It's like she's always on the defensive, she's feisty and very rude and foul-mouthed. Every time you approach her is like if you had to be ready to dodge an attack at any second.

It wasn't long before our personalities collided and we ended up being on the edge of each other. Many times I tried to get on her good side but it seemed down right impossible that I finally ended up just bumping heads with her every time we talked to each other.

Not like she's a bad person actually, she's just very difficult to deal with. And for someone like me who's extremely bad at dealing with people in general, that is a problem.

Arguing is our everyday thing now, thankfully we've never got physical, but she seriously gets the best of me sometimes...

We have had some good moments though, very few but all of them are thanks to our other two clubmates who try to maintain a good atmosphere within the club.

To be honest, I'm not going to try anything different this year with her, I know it's not going to work.

I'll just have to bear with her and all the other things that made my days not so nice until this last year of school is over.