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🌸H A N A H A K I🌸

"I love you, since we were young." I shouldn't have said those words. I know those words can hurt me but I can't stop myself. This man in front of me, I love him since we were young.

He looked away avoiding my gaze. "You know I like her. You know I only look at you as my friend. Why bother confessing?" 

I won't cry. I will always smile. At least in front of you. "Haha. I just can't keep it to myself anymore. Why don't you try to confess. I'm sure she will accept you."

"Are you sure about that?" I'm sure. She told me she likes you. 

"Why not?" Just keep smiling.

"Okay. Thank you. You are the best." He turned around and left me. 

At least that's what I remember.

I've been dreaming the same thing as I'm hospitalized in this special hospital for someone like me.

I started to vomit and cough up Sakura (Cherry Blossom) flower petals. 

Different people with different types of flower. 

It's hard to breath. I hate it that my love is one-sided. I hate that I have this disease. 

If only I have second chance, I want to love someone better. 

Welcome to the world where you can love only once and I'm leaving this cruel world.

Ding~~·˚ ༘♡ ·˚ ♡

I HATE U 9:49 PM

[Hey! It's gonna be our 3rd year anniversary next month. I don't know what should I gave her this year.]

I HATE YOU 9:49 PM

[Do you think dinner will do?]

I HATE YOU 9:50 PM

[BTW, thank you! If its not you, I wouldn't be with her and have hanahaki disease. I know that you just trying to joke with me when you confessed. HAHAHA!]

I HATE YOU 9:53 PM

[Are you there? You won't hang out with us anymore and I'm super mad at you. Maybe you are sleeping. Text me back ASAP!]

Door opened and a nurse in charged come to checked the poor girl. 

"Miss? I'm here to check you." The nurse moves forward and realized the body is soulless with tears stained on her cheeks.

The nurse started to scream, calling for doctor. It was a chaos night. A sad lonely night for an unlucky girl that had given up on her life. 

If only she had a second chance, she would love someone better.