Mafuyu's pov
I walked into Yuki's bedroom as his mum let me in and what I saw made my heart shatter into tiny little pieces. Yuki, my boyfriend, dead. I looked up at his pale face and got him down from the rope around his neck. I was so shocked that all I did was hold him close and cry into his limp shoulder. His mum walked in and gasped, realising the situation. After a while I decided to go home and asked his mum to keep me updated on what has going to happen.
Two weeks later
Hiragii (is that how u spell it?) kept on texting and calling me to try and get me out of the house to take my mind off the grief but I just ignored him. Yuki's mum texted me to tell me when the funeral was, saying that I was more than welcome. After all this time though, I couldn't help but think it was my fault he's dead.
Flashback
"Hey Mafuyu!" Yuki calledas he met me at the train station to go to school, smiling and waving. "Hey Yuki" I replied. When we got off the train, Yuki said to me "Sorry Sato But I've got work until 5 after school and then I'm going to band practice so I won't be able to hang out with you today". I couldn't help but feel sad, he's always working or at practice, there's no place for me anymore. "I can't even remember the last time you had time to spend with me anymore Yuki!" I yelled.
"Sorry Sato I've just been busy is all".
"I feel replaced Yuki, like I don't matter to me anymore. Your own boyfriend".
"You mean the world to me Sato, you know I would do anything for you because I love you".
"Oh? Well what if u stopped practicing for a few days?"
"I-I could do a few days I guess but we have a concert soon".
"Would you quit working stupid hours at work for me?"
"S-Sato it earns me money, you know how much I wanted that new guitar. I've been saving up for weeks."
"Would you die for me then?!" I said with tears in my eyes.
Present time
I shouldn't have said that. It's all my fault.
Hi guys! Sorry for the shitty first chapter, I'm still working on it. Hopefully the next few chapters will be better.
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Mafuyu x Uenoyama (Given)
Fanfiction⚠️ lots of angst and fluff ⚠️ After Mafuyu finds his boyfriend Yuki dead because of suicide, Mafuyu can't help but think it's his fault. Before Yuki died they had an arguement causing Mafuyu to snap and now he wishes it was him instead. So to stop...
