is when you try, over and over again
but you always get the same result, and
you never learn to give up, because
a nagging little voice in your head tells you
that there is still hope, but this voice
falls flat when it shouldn't, it
lets you down when it shouldn't, and
it is slowly but surely driving you
insane. It tells you to continue on
with your life, and you know deep down that
your life is that pathetic little excuse that
is merely animated but never really
alive. And you have tried so hard
in your life to mean something, and you just
don't.