Its fine

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Dear Jungkook
      I will always love you,
I wish you understood what you meant to me
I will miss you, when you see this letter please don't come looking for me
  Stay with her, she makes you happy
   I know we weren't for each other and it's fine
   Anytime I think about you it's feels like my heart is being ripped out
   Don't worry I'm fine
  From Taehyung
     I mailed the letters to Jungkook knowing he wouldn't see it until I was gone
      I was finally leaving, it's better with me gone
    I entered the bathroom with the knife and locked it, I didn't want anyone to  find me and save me
       My parents don't want me and the only person I had ever loved left me, there is no point in living, I didn't want to let go but now I'm ready 
      I exhaled shapely as I moved the knife to my ribs, before pushing it into my self
    I didn't feel it at first but then the pain started to sink in, I started losing my breath and each breath got shorter and shorter
     I lost energy in my legs and it felt noodles and I fell, I tried to stand up with the help of the sink but I couldn't. Next thing my hearing started to fade " Jungkook, I'm fine" I said as I started to cry
   My vision started to get darker and I knew I was dying " I miss you" I said before everything went dark.

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