Fuck what do i do now? The only reason i was going out with that Canadien bitch was because of my father...
What do i do? What do i do?
My father will surely not approve to Joy if i introduce her to him as my girlfriend...
WHY IS THAT CANADIEN SUCH AN ASSHOLE!!
And Johnny too...why did he stick up for Mark? Didn't he hate him? Well i knew Mark hated Johnny but now they look like there friends...
Oh! If i can get Johnny to date me Mark will surely be jealous and would want me back!!
Yes and i could tell him that i ended things with Joy..but I'll will be hooking up with her! No feelings involved
Just sex!
I laughed at me thoughts
"Hey Yeri...i dont want to hook up with you anymore..." My eyes widen and i turned my head to face Joy...was i thinking out loud?
"Why!" I said with furrowed eyebrows
"Look i know we said 'no feelings involved' but I'm done being a side chick! And....i hate seeing Mark hate me...i actually thought of him as my friends Yeri...So i dont want to have sex with you anymore! But if you do want us to be something more..please say it now so maybe we can be together" Joy said tears falling off her faces
My eyes are wide open My heart is telling to accept her but my pride is way bigger than love "Why are you so sensitive? Bitch like i said 'no feelings involved' and now because you got feelings for me we gotta stop? You're so selfish Joy" i looked at her with angry eyes
But i was mostly angry at myself i deserved the next thing that was coming to me
*slap*
"ME SELFISH? YERI MARK IS HEART BROKEN BECAUSE OF YOU BECAUSE OF ME! AND IM SORRY THAT I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOU! I HAD HOPE THAT MAYBE IF WE HOOK UP YOU'DE FALL IN LOVE WITH ME BUT YOURE TO MUCH OF A PUSSY BECAUSE OF YOUR FATHER! IM DONE WITH YOU BYE!" Then she left leaving me with so much regrets....
Do i feel bad for breaking Mark's heart? HELL NO
Do i feel bad using him? NO
Do i feel bad saying all those words to Joy? N-....yes...
*sigh*
What the hell should i do i lost a boyfriend and a side chick the same week...
Should i go with the plan? Yes Because father comes first i can't let any rumors of me being a lesbian enter my dad's head He'll go ballistic!
And he likes Mark very much He already accepted him as my boyfriend Sure i didn't tell him we broke up...and it'll stay that way until Mark is mine again Will i be his? Hell no
I'll have Joy beg to me to have sex her again...
I'm i going a little crazy?
Hahaha..
Sure
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