Jamie's pov:
I opened my eyes not knowing where I was with a horrible headache that was banging so loud and my stomach was killing me. Did I really drink that much?
I looked around as I sat up and I saw Lewis led on the floor with a thin blanket covering him whilst there were a few sounds downstairs, I could hear people talking.
Before I could go downstairs I felt a pain that made me whimper a bit and I'd ran to the bathroom my throat burning as I gagged over the toilet.
"Are you ok?" I turned my head to see Lewis stood there rubbing his face with his messy brown Hair flopping as he walked towards me and I quickly grabbed the towel beside me on the bath wiping my mouth. "I'm so sorry" I said standing up to rinse my hands off under the warm water and I felt so embarrassed, why was I even here. I thought Talia was taking me home.
"It's fine, your friend is downstairs" I raised my eyebrow confused, my friend?
He looked at me and realised I had no idea who he was talking about.
"You know the one with the blonde hair, the one You said is a bit of a handful" Lewis laughed and I was about to too until I saw missy stood by the doorway. Shit.
"I mean she's not wrong" she shrugged and I felt like such an idiot, what kind of friend am I.
She wasn't bothered but I could've worded it better especially when I'm the only one who knows about her past and the struggles she goes through, she trusted me and I didn't want that to change.
"Who's hungry?" Lewis smiled his blue eyes on me and I nodded walking past missy making my way down into the kitchen where I froze seeing a half naked guy stood there flipping pancakes.
He turned around noticing me there and placed a plate into my hands after quickly shaking his hair from his brown eyes then finished our breakfast as the other two came in.
"You could've at least thrown a pair of bottoms and a top on" Lewis took a bite of his pancake scraping the fork against his teeth like he was annoyed, I could tell, he seemed like he was biting his tongue and felt uncomfortable.
Maybe it was because me and missy were there. It kinda felt like I was invading their home.
"I'm a free man Loo and we got two ladies here so why not" Noah smirked shrugging his shoulders and I could already tell he was bit of a fuck boy, just like everyone at school then.
I wonder if Lewis was the same as his brother?
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Me and missy led on her bed after just getting home feeling completely exhausted, my eyes so heavy after a night of chaos.
"Ugh don't let me drink again" I groan turning over to lay on my stomach looking at missy as she stared into nothing like she was thinking.
I watched her for a moment and wondered what actually went on in that girls head, I miss the old missy so much. More than anything.
I wish I still had my bestfriend, the one who was always bubbly and the one who made life seem so beautiful but now... it's like she isn't even there. I miss her.
"We still need to get our prom dresses" i nudged missy and she finally snapped out of her thoughts looking at me with a smile turning towards me ready to talk about what colours we wanted and stuff.
She may not be the same but I still managed to be close to her which was something.
Lewis pov:
"How is steve?" Noah shoved a spoonful of strawberry cheesecake in his mouth looking at my mum like he was interested in her new boyfriend when really he would rip his head off if he could but he adored my mum more than anything. She was the only women in the world he had ever put before himself or anyone else and it wasn't a bad thing but I get worried that when she's gone he'll fall apart.
"He's ok, he actually asked us if we would like to go up there for a party next Saturday" mum leaned over placing her small and fragile hands into mine and Noah's with a smile on her face.
"I know your both not a fan of Steve but if you can't do it for him do it for me" I bit the inside of my mouth thinking about it because I hated being around him, I hated knowing that he had hurt my mum in the past but at least he still loved her unlike my dad. Steve was a good man and cared for us, so if this was what she wanted then I would do it.
"I'm gonna have to buy something to wear" I laughed because even mum got annoyed at me for just wearing joggers and a top all the time but i feel like I should put some effort in, it's the least I can do.
"Awh I love you boys so much" mum squeezed our hands getting excited and feeling grateful that we were going with her to Steve's party because we never really did much together anymore since she got ill.
Her smile was bright on her pale face no matter what and she would still be smiling until the end but I wasn't ready for her to go.
I wasn't ready for her battle to be over, not yet.
