360 FEELINGS || doyoung

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Weakness

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On her way to Mr. Son's room, Jinri can't helped herself but to think of what she just discovered. Her 'enemy's' deepest darkest secret. Something that she can use to blackmail him.

Of course she wants revenge, after all the things she experienced from him, she can only think about getting him back, like something he won't expect, something that will totally engrave in his life forever. She badly want to shame him, just like how he did to her.

But on the other side of Jinri's mind, there comes her conscience, whose telling her to stop thinking about all this things, this revenge, her revenge. Something that tells her to just forget and forgive. Something that reminds her that it's bad to get revenge to someone even if they did you bad, you just need to learn and to be stronger cause without these failures she won't stand to where she was right now. She won't be the strong and brave Jinri. It also reminds her that you shouldn't do something awful to people that you won't like to be done to you.

She sighed as her thoughts fight to what she must do. Yes, she wants Doyoung to taste his own medicine aka the shame she got from him. But on the other hand, she don't want people to experience what she had gone through, because she knows how much painful it can cause to people.

As she was lost on her thoughts, Jinri didn't noticed that she already arrived at Mr. Son's office. As she reached the door she accidentaly heard a conversation of the people inside.

"Mr. Son, do I really have to join this contest for the second time? I already joined last last year and you said that I don't have to join after that one because I already experienced it, so what's going on here, why forcing me to join AGAIN? You know what happened after I join that year right? It was still fresh from me, and I can't even still forget about it. So please I beg you Mr. Son, don't make me join this thing again, please. " A guy student ask his teacher with the tone of dissapointment and annoyance.

"Taeyong, I know that it must've really broke you when that thing happened that year but I want you to understand that you should also forget about it, cause after all past is past, you can't change it but you can forget about it. I know that it made a huge crack and trauma to you but boy, I want you to face that fear you were feeling and face it because if you don't, then it'll haunt you for the rest of your life. Besides, you are the most popular and handsome student I have, and this contest needs you. I know I said that you won't need to join again, but I just can't imagine it without you. And besides, if you win again this time around, your whole school fees will be paid by the school itself. And you'll also recieve a cash amount that will be more enough to sustain your needs for your check ups. And not to mention that you'll have a lot of fangirls and admirers after thi---- Mr. Son couldn't even finished what he was saying, as he was cut off by a loud bang from his table.

"I ALREADY TOLD YOU MR. SON! I'M SICK OF DOING THIS, I CAN'T DO IT ANYMORE! YOU KNOW WELL WHAT HAPPENED TO ME AFTER I WON THAT DAY RIGHT? I FUCKING LOST EVERYTHING! I DON'T WANT TO EVEN TALK ABOUT IT ANYMORE CAUSE IT HURTS ME AND MY FUCKING PRIDE!! I AM STILL IN A DEEP TRAUMA AND ON MY WAY TO RECOVER! DO YOU THINK THAT IT WAS THAT EASY? NO MR. SON, ITS NOT! I LOST EVERY BIT OF MYSELF AFTER THAT DAY. SO YOU CAN'T FORCE ME TO DO IT! I DON'T CARE ABOUT THE PRICE I'LL GET IF I WIN, I COULDN'T CARE LESS ABOUT MY SCHOOL EXPENSES BECAUSE I CAN AFFORD IT MYSELF! BUT PLEASE I'M SICK OF DOING THIS ALREADY! YOU DIDN'T KNOW HOW I FEEL WHEN THAT THING HAPPENED TO ME!!! ITS ALL BECAUSE OF THIS STUPID CONTEST THAT YOU ALWAYS FORCED ME TO JOIN! I DON'T WANT FANGIRLS AND ADMIRERS ANYMORE, ALL I WANT IS MY FREAKING SPACE AND PRIVACY!! SO PLEASE STOP ALREADY!! IF YOU EVEN TRY TO PULL OFF THE 'I WILL FAIL YOU IF YOU DON'T JOIN' CARD OF YOURS, THEN I'D LIKE TO SEE YOU TRY." Taeyong shouted as he hit the table of his proffesor. Clearly mad and fumed with ranged, his eyes darkened as he stare at his teacher who's now shaking in fear and shocked as to what just happened.