The Luxury acedemy school of killers (Under Construction)

chapter 40

Confession
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ShanePOV

I enter the field and I felt someone is staring at me yes someone actually lahat ay busy kumain Jaya Wala silang time para tumingin sakin and I am not an attention seeker

I roomed around my gaze and I looked at his eyes

After our gazes meets he smiled yes he smiled Gabby smiled at me agad namang sinuklian ko sa kaniya Ang ngiti

And suddenly someone grabbed me

Agad nawala Ang ngiti ni Gabby and the next thing I knew nasa kakahoyan kami

I mean kami ni lorence yes you read it right that bastard lorence do he know I want to eat for heaven's sake

Tinignan ko siya nang maynagtatanong sa mukha

At eventually tumingin rin siya sakin and

Dub..dub..dub..dub..

My heart it's actually beating fast I can feel millions of butterflies in my stomach

Am I what that can't be

Bumuntong huninga siya

"I know this is kinda akward but let me tell you something I hide"pagsisimula Niya

What do he mean I mean what i am not an secret teller duh

"Tss don't tell me I may say it to others because I am not a secret hider you know"sabi ko na nagtataray tss totoo nga naman *pout*

Kung Hindi Lang ako pinigilan noon ni clarise eh nasabi ko na Kay aeron na may gusto sa kaniya so clarise

"Tss go ahead"sabi niya na nakangiti ahhhh bipolar

Kumunot Lang Ang aking noo

"I-"naputul Ang sasabihin Niya jusko kinakabahan ako Ito naman nag blush tss pabitin Ang potcha

Tinaasan ko siya nang kulay as sign of continue

Lumunok Muna siya at nagsalita na nakapagpagulat sakin

"I like you,no...I love you"

Shit am I dreaming

Kumunot Ang noo ko

"I love you Shane I will not court you I will ask you directly and right now I will ask can you be my girlfriend"mahabang linatana busy feeling ko maiiyak siya pramis nag spasparkle Kasi Ang Mata Niya

And again I feel a million not only million but billions of butterfly

GabbyPOV

I am hurt,why does it f*cking hurt like this

I heard them all of what lorence say all of them

And the word I heard one word only that chattered my heart

"Y-yes"that's the word

The word that shattered my heart it hurt as f*ck

It hurt so much that I can't bear but cry yes I cry

Why is the distiney this cruel why

Did I do something wrong

Did I do something that disteny want to see me hurt like this

Is this the feeling of a heart broken why is it-

Why is it very painfull

I can't bear I want to shout I want to die

Hindi na ako tumuloy sa party imbis na sa field pumunta pumunta ako sa office ni daddy

From that day i always look depress and looks like a zombie

My best buddy can't cheer me up couse I won't listen to him

I only want to be alone

Why is this feeling won't fade away it hurt as hell

Pumunta ako sa rooftop and then may humila sakin

Ano problema nito

"Masakit ba"tanong Niya pamilyar Ang kaniyang Boses

"Gusto mo makapaghiganti"tanong ulit Niya pero Hindi ko sinasagot Ang kaniyang mga tanong

"Kung ayaw mo ako Ang gagawa sayo"

"Inagaw Niya sakin Ang para sakin"

Ramdam ko Ang kaniyang poot at galit bakit siya nagagalit

"Shane? She is just a bitch"nagpantig Ang Tenga ko nang marinig Ang katagang bitch so Shane Hindi bitch so Shane

Dahil ni minsan Hindi siya ginawa nang kalukuhan

At kasalanan ko rin iyun Kong bakit ako nasasaktan ngayon Kasi Hindi ako umamin sakaniya

Kung naunahan ko sana si lorence do sana may chance  pa ako pero Hindi eh

Nahihiya ako natatakot ako na baka I busted Niya Lang ako masasaktan Lang ako

Pero Wala na akong ginawa nasaktan paako

Sana pala umamin na ako noon

Pero walang time machine eh kaya mag momove on nalang ako

"She hate all the students here"pigilan niyo ako kahit babae yan susuntukin ko yan

Mahal ni Shane lahat nang estudyante dito siya Ang namamahala kaya magaling sila sa pakikipaglaban

Yes me and Shane where friends not only friends but best friends

Flashback

"Gabby if we grew up I want everybody here to be free if you want you will be my accompany"sabi niya na nakapag pantig nang puso ko na Kay bilis parang tumigil Ang mundo

Sobrang bait ni Shane noon

Sobra sobra kaya nagustuhan ko siya

Pero Wala akong lakas na loob sabihin ko sakaniya na Mahal ko siya Kasi Gago ako

End of flashback

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