Love you, mate. (Hardzello)

Chapter 1: Breaking Point.

The song for this chapter is Dirty Little Secret by the all-American Rejects. This is dedicated to: JenMazzello Imthekiwi
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Ben POV:

Ben was fed up, tired, desperate, he had Joe by his side but he couldn't touch him, it was an agonizing pressure that he felt every day since he met him.  He remembered perfectly the first time he saw Joe, he was talking to some production assistants, at the first meeting of the members of Bohemian Rhapsody, Ben did not know who his companions were going to be in the film, and the moment he saw his  "Obsession" across the room, he thought it was an illusion, because of how tired he was from having spent all that weekend working, but the moment he heard his laugh sounding from across the room, he knew in that instant that it was real, that Joe was there, and that he was going to be John Deacon in the movie.

Ben did not know how to approach him. He was nervous, feeling the vomit in his mouth. He always thought that he would never meet the most beautiful man in the world for his eyes. He sighed and stared at the way Joe's red hair looked darker depending on whether the sun's rays shone on it or not, his sideways smile when they said something funny to him, the way he bit his lower lip not to say something, and his tender, but sexy belly, which was hardly noticeable with the blue sweater he was wearing.  Ben knew that he had to stop seeing him, however he couldn't control his emotions, his "obsession" said to him: -Keep looking, he does not know you are here.

Meanwhile the logical side of his brain told him: -Stop looking, you look like a stalker.

Benjamin knew he had to stop but his biggest fantasy was in front of his eyes, fortunately his phone rang, Andy, his manager was calling him, so he left the room and answered desperately: -Why didn't you tell me that JFM is in the movie, do you want to give me a heart attack?

Andy laughed, a few minutes ago he was very relaxed in his office waiting for the right moment to call the blondie. He was taking advantage of his friend, by celebrating the big surprise he had made to him: -Bennie, you look like a groupie, breathe, relax.  He's just one more man, not because you've seen all his movies, interviews, stalked him most of the time, it doesn't mean you can kidnap him.

Ben gritted his teeth, after breaking up with his girlfriend, Andy kept looking partners for him, and now he had made this surprise, he just wanted to be left alone: -I'm not going to kidnap him, I just don't know what to say to him, you have to see him, it kills me, he is more beautiful in real life.

Andy continued laughing at his expense: "Why don't you kiss him? This is how you can check if your theories are true.

The blonde blushed: -Please, annoy me another time, I need your help.

The manager sighed: -Come closer and say "Hello", then you'll see what to do.

Ben bit his lower lip and said anxiously: -I can, I can, I can.

The blonde hung up the call, turned to enter the room, when someone said: -Are you okay?  you're Ben Hardy, right?  Who is going to be Roger in the movie?  Nice to meet you, I'm Joseph Mazzello, but call me Joe.

Ben turned to where the voice was coming from, and saw the most beautiful redhead he had ever seen with a smile on his face and bright brown eyes, showing how happy he felt.  Despite his nervousness, he replied: -Hi, I'm Ben, but you can call me Bennie.