Wild Summer

Chaper 13

Three movies and five rounds of video games later.

We were all all the floor. A comfortable silence. So peaceful. Smiling contentedly I close my eyes. I've decided to just ask Rome if he's gay or not. In front of everyone. This should be interesting.

"Rome darling", I say sweetly my eyes still closed.
"Yes", was the short response.
Hehehehe.
"Do you like ass?", I ask sweetly. My voice sweeter than candy.
Silence . More silence. And more silence. I heard a stifled sound . Like someone was trying not to laugh. Definitely not Rome though, possibly Jake. Nah, it is definitely Jake.
"What did you just say", Rome growls after a whole two minuets. Yes two! And yes he growled. Like an animal.
I probably should have been scared but instead I kept my eyes closed and my grin spread an inch or two. I continue.

"You know....Do you enjoy ass? Like, do you appreciate men. You know, do you play for the other team. Do you enjoy licking big hairy balls?", I finish sounding very serious and even curious.
Another silence. Deathly silence. One minute passes. Two minutes pass. After four minutes I decide to open my eyes.
Slowly. Easy tiger easy.
There he was in all his glory. Yup! He is most definitely furious. His nose flared, his eyes were in slits and they were staring directly at me. He was now sitting upright. Crouching down like a beast ready to pounce on it's prey. I was his prey.

Bet your not smiling now huh?, my inner voice mocked. Oh put a sock in it!

I turn to everyone. All eyes were on me. Wide. The girls almost looked scared for me while the boys. Well Jake had a look that said 'oh-your-in-big-trouble-young-lady'. Oh dear. Slowly my friends start to exist the room. The f*ck? It was just a question. Why's everyone so silent and acting all weird. Soon I was all alone. With. Him. I swallow and my attention returns to Rome.

" Repeat what you just said. I dare you", he growls out lowly. How could a human being growl? I had no idea. All I know is, it was kinda scary. 'And hot', the voice purrs. Shut up you horny pig.

"Uh, I asked if you're gay", I say barely audible. But he heard oh yes he did. He started to crawl towards me slowly. Soon he was between my legs hovering over me. My heart was threading to burst through my chest if it continued beating at this rate. Keep it together Skii.

"Do you want me to show you how gay I am", he says lowly leaning down.
"How gay I can be", he continues his lips graze my ear as he whispers softly . I felt a shiver run down my spine dangerously. What was he doing!
"I- uh. Just answer the damn question", I snap sternly. Stern. Me . Now . Pssshhh. I wish I sounded and stern. Instead it was a small whisper. 'Way to go Skii. So brave. So stern.', my inner voice tease. Ignoring it, I look from left to right trying to look anywhere but his cold eyes.

"Well do you?", he murmurs gazing down into my eyes. His eyes flickering to my lips. I wet them quickly, a habit when I'm nervous. His eyes catches this action as soon as it is done . Watching me like a wild tiger. His eyes linger on my lips for a while. His eyes looked.....hungry?

"Iwjrns", I hear my self say. What. Was. That!
"Huh? I didn't quite get that sweetheart", he murmurs leaning down a bit more. His lips were practically inches away from mine.
Where the hell was Lila? I was going to kill her later.

My body was on fire. My heart was beating like crazy. I felt so.....excited. Excited? What why the hell was I excited? It's not like I wanted his nasty mouth on me . No! Ofcourse not. Never . I didn't need nor want a man in my life.
'Sure you don't'.
Slowly he tilts his neck and lean down further moving away from my lips. Thank god.

Then

He kisses me right below my collarbone. One soft lingering peck. Just one. One was enough to set my body into heat. He moves up and kiss my neck to which I grant him fill access by craning it further . I haven't even noticed I had done it until it was done. He then kissed my jawline. A soft moan escaped my lips. Oh no. No no no no no .
I feel him smirk against my skin. Then his lips crash down on mine.
I push him off and slap him across the face. Ha no I didn't.
Instead, I grab his neck and pull him as close as possible kissing him back with as much force. I hear an animalistic sound erupt from within him causing electric waves to radiate through my entire body. We kissed and kissed and kissed some more. Then he pulled away slowly. My breathing was definitely not normal. I was a panting mess. I stare in his chocolate eyes.

"Think I'm gay now?", he asks panting slightly , his lips slightly swollen. I shake my head slowly unable to speak. This wasn't just because of the kiss. Oh no. I could feel that he was little excited downstairs as well. *wink wink*

He tilt his head ,"Good".
And with that, he was off me. Suddenly I feel cold. I wanted him here with me again. What was wrong with me?
Groaning I get up.
"Never. Try. That. Again", I say sharply. Psh you liked it. I hate my inner voice sometimes. I push past him and decide to look for Lila.
She is on so much trouble.

'Why though? After all you know you liked it'. Ofcourse I did! I like him. Ughh this is so infuriating.
What the hell do I do now?

If you guys are wondering why I don't want to like him . It's not because someone broke my heart or anything. Oh no no. It's simply because I'm me. I know how I am . I know how I can get. I can't properly love myself yet alone be in a relationship with another human being. Oh, no. I'm a wreck and until I know who I am and who I want to be.

No relationships! Agreed.

Little did I know that only my mind agreed with me and not my heart.

I hope you enjoyed .