Prom Night (yandere x reader)✅

pov 7

(Will's pov)

I put my journal in my my bag then carry the board. It's lunch time and y/n should be around here somewhere I just have to find her and hopefully she's in the same spot she's always at waiting for me to come from my classes. When I get to the spot she's surprisingly not there. Confused I decide to look around the school trying to find her. My heart is beating out of my chest and in my ears. My mind seemed to be at ease at this time. I then spotted her down the hall and see her with austin, standing there smiling and laughing I feel my heart sink for a brief moment but I try to keep my composure. I slowly walked up both of them looked at me with surprised looks. Austin narrowed his eyes at me as so did I at him. I then looked at y/n, holding the board as I hide the words from her, I feel a lump in my throat the flowers were in my back pack.
"Um...y/n there was something I was meaning to ask you.." I say with a slight voice crack in my voice. She turned to me curiously as she then tilted her head towards me. Austin seemed very annoyed with me as he stared at me with narrowed eyes and furrowed brows. "What is it will?" She asked curiously. I felt my nerves spiking up as my blood pressure rose. Austin being here was making me nervously internally break down inside as I stare down at the beauitful girl in front of me. The lump in my throat continues to grow as to intentionally choke me of any air. My heart pounds in my ears, I could barely hear the summer wind or any cars as they drive by. A crowd was gathering around excitedly as my question was then arises trying to escape my throat.
"You okay dude? Your sweating?" Austin said with concern which I hadn't noticed as bead of sweat trailing down my head as I'm staring nervously down at y/n.
Time was slowing down I realized I had to act now before this becomes even more awkward. I soon regained my confidence as a smile grew on my lips, flipping the board over as she then read the words.

"Will you go to prom with me, y/n?"

The girls squealed with excitement. The guys were cheering me on, I could tell but my heart pounded very loudly in my ears. I could barely hear then. The face I had finally gained the courage to ask my crush out to prom was a miracle. The crowd was louder then I could ever imagine as they all screamed and cheered I had almost thought y/n was saying yes. She had to have said yes right? I felt like i was in my own little world as I stared down at the girl of my dreams, she slowly read the words on the board and her eyes widened. The world really was in slow motion as the guys jumped up and down cheering me on even though i was just a few months ago the kid that beat the shit out of Austin, the strongest jock on the football team. I was the quiet kid in class that had no friends, and had family issues. I was the kid that no one talked to. The kid no one ever really liked. Now I feel as though the world had stopped. Y/n had responded.
"I'm sorry will. I can't." Gasps were heard from the crowd as the guys stopped jumping up and down with excitement. The girls stopped screaming and squealing. Austin looked at me with sympathy. Pity. My heart sunk down to my stomach and shattered in a billion pieces.
"I'm already going with austin." Those words haunted me, scarred me. My heart never to repaired again. Even if someone wanted to.
"Dude I'm sorry..." Austin said as y/n tried to put a hand on my shoulder but I jolted away. My eyes read betrayal. I lost the girl of my dreams to a guy who had bullied me for literally years. The guy who always sent me home with bruises all over my body. The guy who always said: "go kill yourself" to the guy who never felt sympathy for me until just now. It's as if y/n had changed his life like she changed me. "Will I'm..really sorry." She said breathlessly with tears welling up in her eyes as she stared into mine. I threw the board down ran off to the bathroom with tears in my eyes as I open the door and take the flowers out of my back pack and take scissors out and cut the petals, full of anger and hatred to the world that seemed so hateful. This world just wanted me to fucking die already.
When the day ended I walked home, mom seemed to be a work. Ran up the steps to my room and slammed the door loudly as I then burned all the love letters I saved for her. I threw several glass vases and smashed them against the wall. The pictures I printed of me and her were burned and to ashes as I put them in the trash can. Every picture frame was smashed and anything that reminded me of her was destroyed. The voices screamed my father's words in my mind. I was seeing words on the walls as if they were carved there. My room was an absolute wreck as my whole world was spinning. I looked at myself in the bathroom mirror and I saw blood on my face, with fearful eyes. I tried to wipe it away but my hands are covered in blood too as my face was now smeered with blood all over my face, I turned the faucet on. Trying to wash it off with my hands but the water that came from the faucet was full of blood as well. I looked up at the mirror to see my father behind me with his smile growing inhumanly big. The world was shaking around me as the reality I once knew was shifting around me as I turned to see that my father was standing behind me in the mirror wasn't behind me in reality. He was in the mirror. The voices were screaming harmful things hurtful things then chanted those exact words in my head I hear as I desperately try to sleep at night.
KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL
over and over again I couldn't make it stop. I screamed angrily with frusteration and annoyance as i then picked up my tv and threw it against the wall with a big shatter as the glass shattered everywhere.
Austin doesn't deserve her, kill him.
The voices say to me evilly as they all then began to laugh at me.
Kill him and you'll have her cradled in your arms forever.
Tears steamed down my face from my eyes as I fell to my knees.
"I...I can't." I whispered softly as the words were carving on my walls. The words kill on them. Austins name printed on the walls as I see them being carved. "No...please stop!" I begged as I hold my head, pounding in pain as I fall in agony.
Kill him and y/n will forever be yours. You can keep her. Kill austin and you'll have y/n all to yourself.
I felt like I was in my own suffering world. This was my new reality of deciphering what was real and what wasn't. But my mind then suddenly remembers. Medicine. I need my medicine.
I grabbed my pills, the two different bottles as i looked at them both.
One read bipolar and one read schizophrenia. I dumped the pills put and took one of each and chugged down a bottle of water. I fell to the floor as i cradled myself as I sobbed there slowly things began coming back to normal. The words on the walls weren't there, the voices weren't there anymore. The blood wasn't even real. But i stayed on the floor sobbing. Why was life so unfair?
Why did life just wanted me to end it all?
What did I do to deserve this suffering?
But the door opened to reveal my mother who then gently sat by me and picked me up, cradling me in her soft gently touch as she rocked me back and fourth. No words. Nothing. Just the sounds of my sobbing as she rocked me back and fourth to comfort me. She shouldn't be used to these outbursts. She deserved better.
I shouldn't be her son.
I shouldn't be alive.
Without y/n....
I mine as well end it all.