A wave of guilt raged into my brain as soon I read the message of Jungkook, my jimin,my husband Jimin, is injured and he is going to get operated. I rushed to the hospital, throwing everything aside, I can think only and only of the pain that he must be facing right now.
"Where is Jimin, Jungkook tell me fast, where is he? Why did you inform me so late? When he got injured? How did he end up getting injury?" I spoke without break, and the tears went their way. My breath choked not letting words come out, "Noona, he is alright, and will be fine soon." Jungkook shaked me a little. "Go inside." I nodded.
I bit my lips, this is all because of me, if I gave him a chance to explain himself this might not have happened. The door swung open and there was Jimin, lying in the hospital bed looking into his mobile phone, with a known smile in his face. The smile of my old Jimin, the smile that used to once melt me like ice. The smile he used to give me every day.
"Jimin" a soft mumble left my mouth, my eyes relaxed as soon as our eyes met, and my lips involved in a smile and his lips did the same, "baby" he said as sweet as the first word of the kid, and abruptly moved from his position trying to get up. "Jimin are you mad." I rushed to make him sit back in position. "Can't you even follow the basic rules that you can't walk for now, for God sake Jimin, think of yourself, think about your career and think about me." My words faded when I said the last sentence.
"Since that day I am only and only thinking about you, my wife" my wife, it held all the emotions that he had in his last word, before breaking down his tears in front of me. Kissing his forehead I laid him down in the bed, while he held my hands, not leaving them for one second. He kissed the back of my palm, "I love you and only you, y/n'' I let out a chuckle, "How can you flirt in such a situation, Chim?" Even I was shocked by my words, how my anger, ego, guilt everything melted just by his warm touch and sweet words.
Am I again changing, will I again be the same y/n that dedicated everything to Jimin, it was hard for me to change myself in this 1 month, to get a little self confidence. Am I changing again, I flew away that thought right now my only priority is Jimin. I looked again into his eyes, that were staring at me with all the love. He patted the little space beside him, asking me to sit beside me.
"Baby, let's sleep I am tired." He said and the deep feeling that resided in his words, broke my heart for being too tough on him. I lay beside him, and he pulled me close to fill the little space between us. The warmth he held in his touch, made my heart skip hundreds of beats. My eyes traveled across his face, swollen eyes, dark circles, pale face, I made him suffer a lot. He was looking into my soul through his eyes, his eyes capturing every single inch of my face.
"Y/n, I don't know if I am late, but I love you and only you, ever since we came to Seoul you were the one who took care of me, remember I was suspended from the dance class because I didn't had those expensive shoes, but you bought me those shoes from the money you saved to publish your poem in the magazine, from that day baby, I decided that I will fulfill each and every wish of yours, and I went so mad under the fame that I forgot my real reason behind this." Tears from his eyes, dropped to his Chim and fall down mixing with mine.
Those days were hard, but the support was too strong for us to be together, taking deep breath he continues "All the money I had us for you, I promised myself to fulfill each and every wish of yours,but pity of me I can't even fulfill a wish as simple as walking around the garden at night holding hands, I started running behind a unknown fame, and let my known love suffer. I am sorry, I am sorry."
His voice fainted saying the last few words, I tightened the grip around him, "I am happy that you realized Jimin." I wished to say more, I wanted to comfort him better, but a little inner voice was holding me, a faint groin of my heart telling me not to be the same y/n again.
Unable to figure out anything, I was laying beside him like a statue struggling in my own world, his plum lips showered kiss on my cheek, "I can't believe how low I went to hurt you, the person whom I adore the most, the girl who I love the most. I am sorry for slapping you that day." He caressed my cheeks, I can't, I simply can't be tough on him, if I want to punish him this can be done afterwards but right now, I need to be with him as his better half.
"It's okay, Jimin it's late and you are tired so let's sleep." I engulfed him tightly in my embrace, closing eyes today after so many days falling asleep was so easy, my eyes that weren't ready to shut any night took a few seconds to drop into the dreamland. This was the magic of the person who was holding me, my husband.
Next day
(JIMIN'S POV)After one month, I had a sleep with no nightmares, and her scent was assuring that she was actually present right beside me comforting my racing heart. The pain of the injury faded just by the sight of her. Since an hour I am staring at her sleeping figure, "so beautiful my love"
But all of a sudden my moment was Disturbed by continuous notification bells of her phone, adjusting myself I grabbed the phone to check if anything was serious, but the mail pushed the adrenaline to its peak,
"Miss y/n, since you missed your fight yesterday we are making your reservations today, we had also attached the new details of your work and residence for the next year in the mail."
What?! Where is she going to go? Will she leave me?
Do I have to be alone again? Can I be greedy to stop her one last time for me?
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The Lost Love (completed)
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