drunk confession

nayeon sat back to down to the couch with 2 bottles of soju on her left hand and a plate full of cookies on her right.  "right, let's forget him!"  she said and the the bottles the and plate down.  "shit, i forgot the shot glass,"  she mumbled and stoo up again and walked to the kitchen to get a shot glass.

an hour passed, nayeon already took 7 shots all by herself, her friends was calling and messaging her asking if where she was or is she okay after what she heard about jungkook and lisa dating, she ignored them, she didn't want to talk to anyone for a moment, she wants to forget everything.

is she drunk? of course. It's her 7th shot, but she was already drunk at her 4th shot. She still knows what she's doing, she thinks.  "why am i doing this again? right, for me to forget about jungkook and lis- AH! NO! DON'T MENTION THEIR NAMES, just leave them be nayeon."  she said to herself before taking another bite of the cookie she just took.

she continued watching Clueless while her phone is vibrating crazy, she doesn't know if its the group chat or was it her friends, she doesn't care.  She took another shot, which was her 8th shot which made her head hurt as hell.  "it's okay, as long as you forget"  she said to her self when she nearly dropped the shot glass.

does she still knows what she's doing? no, she already lost herself. She took her phone that was placed on the table and opened it. She cursed when the text messages and missed calls was more than 100.  "they're gonna kill me."  she said and closed her eyes while her phone was placed on her forehead and her arms were crossed on her chest.

her eyes went open when the phone was vibrating, as if it was someone was calling. She hesitated for a second to pick up the phone, she was enjoying the vibrate on her forehead aNd she's scared that she might yelled by her friends.

after few rings, she finally picked up without looking at the callers name. She kept quiet since she knows she gonna get yelled.

"WHY DIDN'T YOU PICK UP 7 CALLS AGO?!"  

shit.  she cursed. She doesn't even know how's talking right now but she's sure that its a guy. She decided to tell him, whoever he is.

"ggukie..."  she said quietly but loud enough for the called to read since she was laying down on the phone.  "i..."  she stopped for awhile,  "still like him."  she finished. The caller has been silent for awhile,

nayeon didn't know she was talking to jungkook.

"what?"  he asked, nayeon still didn't know that it was him. She is a very weird person when she's very drunk. 

"ggukie, my ggukie. I am still deeply in love with that ugly jerk!"  she said, almost sounding like regretting it,  "i-i know he has a new girlfriend already but"  she stopped when she left her heart break,  "i fucking love him."  her eyes went teary.

jungkook calmed down for a moment, he sat down and just kept quiet and waited to what nayeon will say next.

"i think i cant accept the fact that my ggukie has a girlfriend, i know i should be happy for him since he's my best friend but im not"  she cried,  "i-i wanna be the girl who gonna be his first Mrs. Jeon"  she sobbed like a complete idiot.