Soviet's POV*
Standing there I couldn't process that,that rejection...I was just standing there staring at road where Yugo walked away, feeling like my soul is being eaten by that guilt feeling... Feeling of not being good enough... I turned around and started slowly walk away,not really feeling that need to cry but that disappoint...
"What did I do wrong...What..?",walking home I questioned that myself,"Did I said this too suddent..? Did I scare him..? I... I don't know anymore..."
After long walk home I quietly opened door and snuck in not in mood to talk to anyone. Leaving my coat on door hanger I looked trough wide open living room door at my dad and German Empire having some time alone. Broken smiling I walked upstairs to my room... As got in from corner behind door I grabbed my balalaika and started play it...
After some time I was just laying against wall upset drinking rethinking what did I do wrong... Till I didn't hear door knocking... It was my dad,Russian Empire checking on me.
"Son??? May I come in???",I could hear his soft worried voice,it's so recogniseable...
"Yea,it's open...",I responded,"You need something..?"
He slowly came in,closed carefuly door like he doesn't want be notice,came closer and sat on my bed beside me. I couldn't bottle up myself anymore,suddently. I slowly have put the bottle away,looked up at him and slowly broken smiled... He looked at me more,slowly put his hand on my cheek and looked at my broken hopes trough eyes.
Without him even saying single word,I broke down and brusted in tears heavily sobbing,
"D-Dad... I... I think h-he rejected me... I-I messed up... I...", I looked down with deep sigh trying to catch words without heavy sobbing.
"Hey...",he pulled me in tight hug caressing my hair."It's gonna be alright... Maybe you should give him some time and talk about it later? I'm sure this was suddent and for him. I don't really think he would just deny or reject you. You aren't bad person for sure. Trust me... I know feel of heartbreak... And-",as he tried finish what he wanted say,I interrupted again,
"But... But didn't I s-shoot too q-quick..? I think h-he hates me anyway..."
"He doesn't. Another shoot should work... Or either third luck... Father knows the best,Soviet dear.",he added on that...
I didn't want to say anything more,I kept hugging him calming down from breakdown... Him also not saying something he didn't let me go from tight hug. In silence he kept stroke my hair,I kept crying on his shoulder. It was just... So quiet. Feels like time stopped. Internaly I'm trying get back myself but... But I feel too broken to do anything. After while passed,he slowly let go and looked again in my eyes. Tired from breakdown,I looked slightly away.
"So about that coffee... Wanna go downstairs have it?? Or wanna stay here and rest?",he asked smiling a bit.
Rubbing my eyes I looked up to him,
"Yea... Sure,why not..?"
And we went downstairs in kitchen to have that coffee.
"Better luck next time..." I mumbled to myself and sat at kitchen table.
"You said something?",he asked,"Do you feel better now??"
"Way better. I don't even know what I kept bottle my feelings up",I said shurging in sarcasm.
"Well then",walking to me with coffee cups,"I'm glad you feel better".
"Hey,wasn't Германская империя (German Empire) here??"
"He was but he had to go. Speaking of him,can I ask you something?",he sat down putting cups on table. He sounded sorta more serious than usual.
"Of course! What it is?"
"Well,I was thinking,do you agree to German Empire move in? He also has 2 kids... Third Reich and Weirmar Republic",he sipped some coffee, "You know we plan getting on married soon."
"Well,it doesn't sound like problem to me",I smiled at him.
"You 100% sure? It's okay if you aren't..."
"Im totaly sure,dad. Don't ask me twice",to confirm I said.
"Well,then already by tomorrow they can come,right..?"
"Totaly!" I smiled brightly.
He also smiled brightly happily going to call German Empire and tell him he can surely move in.
I continued sip coffee as watched him talking on phone.
"Better luck next time...",I mumbled again to myself as continued watch him.
YOU ARE READING
Something more than just friends (Countryhumans Yugoslavia x USSR)
Fanfiction-Inspired by roleplay- Soviet and Yugoslavia are like brothers to each other for so many years now... During that time Soviet begon catch feelings for him but he didn't dare confess at first
