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Jjunie🦊

can i use some of this

i rlly need it rn

cuz fck if i dont these bad thoughts would take over

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#0000
im ready to listen
u can start whenever
ur ready

[Her phone rings and so she answered it]

"uhm yeah okay hi"

"so its just that im feeling so lonely rn
eventhough im with my friends
my heart aches remembering my family"

"they died 2 months ago in a car accident when there was a landslide."

"i was left alone that day bcuz im studying for the entrance exam in my current uni.
should have i just come with them?"

"im feeling so fucking guilty not being there
guilty that im the one alive

feeling that i was a bad son
now no ones even here
even my annoying sister that i love and hate at the same time
i miss them all
i feel shit rn

stupid school
its all my fault
i would have been there with them
i should have died with them"

[Sobs and hiccups heard after uttering those words, she waited for a while and just listened to him sob and whispers]

"Is that all bud? you could let it all out first wouldn't mind"

[she whispered softly as she can thinking she might break him]

"im sorry its you who hear this"

[She smile fondly]

"anywhores dont misunderstand me but thinking of it you're actually brave, hearing your story i would have been dead by now. and no its not your fault, you shouldn't blame yourself for their death no ones to blame"

"Do you think if your mom or dad or even your annoying sister would see you like this do you think they would be happy i think the fuck not dude"

[She heard him chuckle softly after sniffing, making her smile too]

"You know i actually think that every human living is a fallen angel you know why?"

"Why?"

"Its like we're here to fulfill a mission or something that would complete our perfection and by then if we complete that the gates wherever you're meant to be will open who knows? maybe your family completed their mission.."

[It was silent for a while, while she was waiting for him to talk, Yeonjun was in deep thought. He sighed]

"thank you it feels like the anchor in my chest has been lifted"

"no sweat im happy i could helped"

"actually you know i can request you an appointment here at the sanctuary if you want"

"at the what?"

" sanctuary, the salvation sanctuary there would be an retreat this summer and that is 3-4 weeks or what not"

"um.. hmm.."

"you could think about it im not forcing you you could just chat me or call me if you made up your mind"

"ok sounds cool.. ill hung up now"

"also uh- bye thank you umm.. little girl"