Wanna be my friend? || K.T.H ✔

Chapter 10

Tae's POV

"You don't need to worry anymore," Jin smiles and pats my shoulder then leaves me.

I bit my lower lip. It's fine if he doesn't want me anymore. He isn't the first, after all. Yeah, I am fine. I actually have lots of friends. Nothing would happen if one or two leave me behind.

"Hello, from Earth to Taehyung!!" Jimin snaps me out of my thoughts.

I nod and force a smile."So have you spoken to all the class, Jimin?"

He smiles and puts his hand on his waist, saying proudly "Of course, I am not a class president for nothing."

"Short, but capable." Hoseok jokingly ruffled Jimin's hair, earning an annoyed groan.

I give out a laugh and put my hand on his shoulder. "Don't be bothered by him. I am proud of you, class president."

Jimin pushes Hoseok away and clears his throat, saying, "You can depend on me, anytime." Hoseok laughs hard at Jimin's reaction and hits him, so Jimin starts to shout at him.

I keep staring at both of them as they quarrel as kids then look away. Normally, I would've laughed as well, but I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel so down.

"Taehyung!! Are you sick?" Jimin asks me, making Hoseok stop his childish act.

"Huh! Me? No, I am fine." I rub my hair then add, "I guess that I am kinda upset about Namjoon that it affected my spirit negatively."

"Oh! you are sensitive. You don't seem like that at all," Hoseok giggles, making me blink.

"Yah, Hoseok! What are you saying?" Jimin jabs his shoulder.

"I-I just mean that you are always cheerful. I never thought that you could be affected like this," Hoseok scratches his neck and whispers to Jimin, who glares at him.

"R-Really? Am I?" I hum, but then Jimin curves his arm around my shoulder and says, "Don't let his words bother you. He is just stupid, you know. Anyway, don't forget to send Namjoon a message today. Make sure that he comes, tomorrow."

I nod and soon enough school ends, and I walk back home. I get out my phone and go the messages. Jin didn't send me anything.

Is our friendship really over?

I sigh and put it back.

It's okay. I already knew that everything was over the moment I changed schools.

When I return home, I take a shower then jump on my bed. I need to text Namjoon.

You: Hi! Namjoon! send 6:10

I keep waiting for about 10 minutes, but he still doesn't reply, so I decided to send him another one.

You: Namjoon, you aren't going to ignore me, are you? send 6:20

I grit my teeth as I earn no reply from him and turn the other side, leaving the phone behind. I close my eyes and clench my hands into fists.

'I am fine, so you don't need to worry about me anymore.' Jin's words keep repeating in my mind, making me sit and breath hard.

"If he doesn't want me, he doesn't deserve me," I internally shout at myself and grab my phone.

You: Are you going to keep crying under the cover and wait for him to extend his hand and help you out? send 6:27

You: No, it won't happen. send 6:27

You: Stop crying over spilled milk and make new friends. Life won't stop for your sake. send 6:28

You: You know what! send 6:28

You: You were wrong also because you cared about him too much. You shouldn't have done that. send 6:29

You: You gave him more than he deserved. send 6:29

You: look at yourself. You cried like a mess just by mentioning his name. Do you really think that he cared about you to that extent? send 6:30

You: You know what, you deserve all that happened to yo|

Fuck! What am I writing? I ruffle my hair in frustration then send another message.

You: Sorry, I went overboard. I just want to say come tomorrow. send 6:33

I put the phone aside and go to the bathroom. My eyes widen as I see myself crying. I laugh at myself. I had high hopes for Jin. I thought that finally, I will have a friend that won't leave after I solve his problem and shift my school, but I was wrong.

Having a friend that really cares about you is really hard. Oh! how I envy Yoongi. Namjoon adored him. If I had such a friend, I wouldn't have left him like that. I should make sure that Namjoon makes friends that really deserve him.

I guess Jimin and Hoseok are really nice people. I smile and toss water on my face, washing away my tears.

Clear your mind, Taehyung, and focus.

Wait a second!

I raised my head and put my hand on my mouth.

I COULD HAVE DELETED THE STUPID MESSAGES THAT I HAD SENT TO NAMJOON.

I sprint to my room and pick my phone; however, I was late. Namjoon has already replied. I gulp and see the messages.

Namjoon: I don't agree that Yoongi didn't deserve how I treated him, but send 6:40

Namjoon: You are right. send 6:41

Namjoon: I cared too much. send 6:41

Namjoon: I shouldn't have done that. send 6:42

Namjoon: I thought that by giving him too much attention. He would care about me just like I did. send 6:43

Namjoon: I was stupid to think that friendship could be acquired like that. send 6:44

Namjoon: Now that I think about it. send 6:46

Namjoon: I shouldn't have taken his words like this. I locked myself up even though I could have talked and sorted out things with him. send 6:46

Namjoon: I was stupid. I believe that I would take this as a lesson and make sure not to repeat the same mistake again. send 6:47

Namjoon: even though you words hit hard, but it was the truth. send 6:48

Namjoon: So, thanks, Taehyung. send 6:49

Namjoon: I mean send 6:50

Namjoon: Thanks V! send 6:50

Namjoon: A cute name I made for you 😉I hope you like it 🤗send 6:50

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Hi Molars,

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