hello my dearest friend. i haven't wrote to you in a while and i'm sorry about that. i just want you to know that my pillow still smells like the vodka that we doused ourselves in and my heart still aches because you cut off the strings that were dangling from the last bit of my heart but those MERE STRINGS, kept us together. those mere strings kept me together. the night that you said goodbye, i could tell in your kiss that only lasted about 2 seconds, that things aren't going to be the same. if i would've known that our little story was finished, i would've savored that kiss. but we never know when we are going to end. the good thing about the saying "nothing last forever" is that think about the suffering. the pain. be glad that suffering doesn't go on forever. i guess that you were suffering with me. i guess that i brought you pain.
BUT I STILL LOVE YOU AND I AM GOING TO SCREAM THIS VERY LETTER FROM THE ROOFTOPS AT MIDNIGHT EVEN ON THE COLDEST NIGHTS. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU DARLING. { 3:15 am. january 2nd 2015}
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letters to my lover.
Fanfiction11 p.m december 31,2015 there is only ONE hour until a completely new year starts. ONE hour until the ella that was me last year at this exact time, will be gone. i won't be the same person at all. hell, i will still have crushes at little -not so b...
