hello there, stranger. so, tomorrow would have been our 2 year anniversary but that sweet bliss had to end at some point. for almost 730 days, i would call you mine.. but you only called me yours for about 530 days. i cried for days straight and i'm really surprised that the weather channel didn't report a flood because my tears overflowed the very capacity of my bedroom, broke the hinges on the doors and filled the insulation of the house. the tissues were gone in less than a hour and i hope that when you look at the garbage dump when you drive past, that you see the lipstick stains and tear stains on the tissues that POURED out of that dump. i often wonder if you feel the same as i do. i often wonder if you cried, at all. i often wonder if you're happy with your new juliet. "you were just kids in love", as my family says. but they don't UNDERSTAND how crazy i was for you. once again, i love you.
{january 21st || 8:47 pm}
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letters to my lover.
Fanfiction11 p.m december 31,2015 there is only ONE hour until a completely new year starts. ONE hour until the ella that was me last year at this exact time, will be gone. i won't be the same person at all. hell, i will still have crushes at little -not so b...
