Always been stuck in this four corners
The imprisonment seems like forever
This boredom can be a silent killer
It could make me pull the waiting trigger
Trigger of escaping this nightmare
Darkness and loneliness, I couldn't bare
There's no one to hear all that I wanna share
But this is nothing new, no need to compare.
Before the pandemic, it's always been like this
Already alone, imprisoned without a release
Mentally jailed and now physically unpleased
Even though no one haven't done any larcenies.
The life I see isn't good but a torturer
This is too much, I couldn't take any longer
No one will stop me, 'cause no one really bother
No one will ever notice even if I pulled this trigger.
The current situation isn't the one be blame
It actually helped me to kill the worsening flame
It is I, who couldn't take all of the shame
It is them, who I waited for but didn't came.
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