Dear Mom,
It's been a couple months now since I've been with the Tsukishima's. And honestly, I've never been happier. Dad is still out there which honestly scares me, but Tsuki's always with me, and his dad works from home to make sure the house is safe. I really love each and every one of them.
His mother, she's basically a new mom to me. Honestly I don't need you to come back anymore. I'm better off now. Even so I do still love you mom. His mom cares about me, she treats me as if I'm her own son. Something you didn't do enough. She comforts me when I'm sad, calms me down when I panic and Tsuki's not around. She changes my bandages and tends to any injuries I get. She's wonderful.
His father, man it is amazing to have a father figure. He plays volleyball with Tsuki and I and helps me with my homework just as much as Tsukishima did before. He was never really around before I had heard. Always away on work trips, however when I started staying here he was able to stay home more to keep us all safe. That's been amazing for all of them. His mom laughs more when her husband is around. Akiteru and Tsuki both seem so much happier.
Speaking of Akiteru, he's basically my big brother. We watch movies together sometimes, Disney movies and horror movies mostly. Strange mix huh? Either way I'm grateful to have him in my life.
And Tsukishima. Mom I love him so incredibly much. He's shown me that I can be loved, that I'm not what dad says or said I am. We used to fight a lot ya know. When we first met. He was the one that actually tried to help me. Even if I tried to push him away he would care about my problems. He wants to protect me mom. I'm forever grateful.
I get to sleep in his room with him, which is rather cozy. We walk to school together every day along with Hinata and Yamaguchi, which is always fun. He holds my hand when we walk. And always hugs me before I go to class. He's the first to be by my side when I get injured in volleyball. And he's always there for me when I'm scared.
He's my world mom.
Life has been much better for me. I don't always live in fear, I know I have someone who will be with me. I've started learned self defence which makes me feel a lot safer. Maybe if dad shows up I'll be able to give him a taste of his own medicine. Hopefully at least.
It does scare me that he's out there. When I'm alone I tend to feel the anxiety stirring in my stomach building up, trying to suffocate me. But whenever I see my boyfriend. All my worries melt away.
I'm kind of scared mom, about dad showing up again. What if I'm alone? What if...something happens to Tsukishima? Or his family? I don't think I could bear it. I want them to be safe. And sometimes I worry that I'm putting them in danger by being here.
But that's a matter for another time.
I just wanted you to know, that this will be my last letter for a while. Maybe I'll write to you again, I'm not sure. Either way. I'm happy now mom. And I don't need you in my life to make me happy.
I hope you're doing well and staying safe, and I hope you're happy.
I love you mom.
-Tobio
Kageyama looked up from the letter he was writing wiping away a stray tear that made its was quietly down his cheek.
"Tobio! Time for dinner!" Tsuki's mother called.
At that he excitedly made his way downstairs.
Sitting down at the table he felt a hand grasp his lovingly, a thumb rubbing the back of his hand. A comfort that Tobio had come to enjoy from his boyfriend.
Happily he beamed a grin at the 4 people sitting around the table.
This was his new home, and they were his new family.
For better or for worse, things have seemed to have worked themselves out for now. And for that, Tobio Kageyama, was happy.
End
——————Welcome to the end of the book. I know it was a short last chapter, but it was the way I wanted to end this story off.
Thank you for all the love and support you all have given me throughout this story. I appreciate it greatly, and I love you all.
Please let me know what you thought! And please let me know if you'd like a sequel
(I have a few ideas lol)Stay safe out there! Thanks for reading <3
-Suki
Suki's final book recommendation.
The book I'm recommending is Taemaru-chan 's Book
Behind my TalentIt's incredibly captivating and well written, define you a page turner without ya know actually turning the pages lol. It's on pause right now as the author is taking a break. I'm not sure if the book will ever be resumed. But the chapters there are certainly worth the read.
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