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I hate you

"Hey man come in." Bryce says to monty at the door. It was about 10 at night and like a week ago I was having another episode. I looked up from the couch to monty walking over to me.

"Hey baby." He says wrapping me in his arms. I don't say anything. I knew if I did I'd just burst into tears.

I snuggle my head into him. "I'll just let you two have some alone time." Bryce says walking upstairs.

"What's up babe?" He asks me. I shrug my shoulders still not letting any words come out. "Come on." He says kissing my forehead.

"I don't know..just feeling down." I say getting ready for the waterworks.

"You wanna go to bed?" He asks me.

I nod my head as he helps me up.

"Is it about the baby?" He asks me as he lays down.

"No." I croak out.

"You can tell me." He says.

"I know."

Before I know it my lips are on his and I'm straddling him. It did make me feel better and we hadn't had sex at all since the incident. The doctors told me to wait a bit and I have a long time. Monty thought I wasn't ready and to be honest I wasn't until now.

His lips find my sweet spot and a moan escapes my lips. His hands trail up my body and try to take my shirt off.

I help him out a bit. When it's off he stares at my body in awe. "Your so fucking perfect." He says kissing my body all over.

I rush to get his pants off but he stops me. "Are you sure?"

I nod my head. He continues his actions making me moan in pleasure.

I take his pants off revealing his hard member. Before I can do anything he stops again. "Wait...I don't think..you should wait a bit longer." He says.

"Mon I'm ready." I sigh.

He puts hiss pants back on. "No your not riles your still having these episodes! Meaning your not ready."

"Sex has nothing to do with those." I say.

"Im not doing it and that's final."

"Do you not want to?" I ask teary eyed.

He sighs. "Of course I do baby but I want you to be ready."

"I am!"

"You don't see it but your not!"

All of a sudden this unknown anger takes control. "Your just a pussy." I spit.

He chuckles. "Stop acting like a child."

"Me!"

"Yea you look were not doing it so calm down."

"But I want to!"

"That doesn't matter if you want to its if your ready! Which your clearly not."

It's probably the episode that's still taking place but tears stream out of my eyes. "Why are you alway telling me what to do."

"I'm not."

"Your a fucking pussy!" I start punching his chest know. I can see the anger in his eyes but he doesn't do anything which weirdly angers me more.

I start throwing things at him. "You won't let me do anything because your scared for me your weak!" I shout at him.

Suddenly he just looses it. he punches me onto the bed. "I'M SCARED FOR YOU CAUSE YOUR THE ONE GETTING YOURSELF INTO DANGEROUS SITUATIONS. YOU GOT DRUNK THEN LET ME DRIVE YOU ENDED IN ALL OF US GETTING INTO A CRASH YOU TRUSTED BRYCE  KNOWING HIS REPUTATION ENDING IN HIM RAPING YOU AND YOU DIDN'T LISTEN TO ME WHEN MY DAD SHOWED UP ENDING IN MY DAUGHTER GETTING KILLED. OU KILLED OUR BABY BECAUSE  YOU'RE A STUBBORN BITCH." I look at him eyes filled with tears.

"Get.the.fuck.out!" I say. He doesn't move. "I SAID LEAVE."

He looks down and does as he says.

After a minute or so Bryce walks in. He doesn't say anything just pulls me into a hug.

"I hate him." I sob.

"I know." He says.