I walked out of the bathroom to see Spencer sitting at his desk with his hands in his face. I knew why he was like this. In my pocket was a pregnancy test that I was to scared to look at. I went to go put it in my purse. That's when Hotch called everyone for a case.
Three weeks ago I never thought about being pregnant. Three weeks ago I was out with the team for drinks. Penelope and Emily may have pushed me into drinking more then I intended to. I danced with them including Derek, Spencer was drunk but not drunk enough to dance. I have never seen him drink before. It was a fun night for everyone since we're always in the office and never really get a night to ourselves. Everyone was out pretty late, later then was expected from y/n. I was almost the youngest of the group, Spencer beating me by just five short months. He was one of my closest friends as me and him both basically shared a brain.
Later that night I called an Uber to take me home and Spencer joined you along with Emily. Emily didn't wanna Uber alone and Spencer kept calling it a Cab. When we got to my place Emily went to the couch and I told Spencer he could take the bed. Even if it was my house and bedroom... taking the floor was something I didn't even think second about. I may have been intelligent but also owned a heart.
"I'll take the floor its no big deal." Spencer said wobbling to the door.
I smiled but insisted the bed considering Emily was already knocked out on the couch. I took and shower and then went to the bedroom. I could tell Spencer was still awake so I slid into the bed and faced the other side.
"I could call a Cab a- and go home." He said turning and facing the back of my head.
I turned around and we were both eye to eye. "Spencer its no big deal, we are just sharing a bed. Its also not really called a cab anymore." I hid the smile on my face with the blanket I was under.
After I said that we just stared at each other not saying a word. I could feel his breath. That's how close we were. He was nice to look at. He had such prominent features that really made me attracted to him. I would never admit to him or anyone that I found Spencer attractive because he is my colleague and that is against so many rules, that I mostly made. Looking at him, laying in the same dark room in the same bed, also being very wasted made me do a stupid decision.
Something I'm sure i would regret the next morning.
I leaned in as we were staring at each other, grabbing his face and kissing his soft lips. It last around five seconds. There was no tongue but It was exciting. I don't know why I had the urge to do it and I didn't even know how he would react. There was just so much tension I couldn't take it anymore. What I didn't think about was how this would affect us after those five seconds were over. I wondered if I never kissed him if he would've called a Uber or taken the floor. I didn't want him to though, I wanted him to stay right where he was, next to me.
When I pulled away to see the look on his face, I worriedly went to apologize but before the words could leave my mouth, his lips were back on mine without my intention. This time it was more, he kissed me like these were our last seconds together. I melted into his arms as we changed from being besides each other to him on top of me. He didn't put all of his weight on me but im sure i could take it...he was pretty skinny. He pushed my hair out of my face as it was long and everywhere. The kissing got more aggressive and so did his hands as they slid off my pants. Things were taking a toll and I didn't try to stop it. I knew where this was headed and I wanted it. I wanted it even more with Spencer.
His hands started reaching further down and ended up in a spot that felt just right. He looked at me with worry making sure what he was doing was alright, I gave him a reassurance nod. I tried to not make a noise as Emily was on my couch and my apartment was not big at all. Spencer knew his way and my hands grasped his arms tightly. We both enjoyed this night.
