Locked Away

First Take

"With your ten years in showbusiness, the fans are asking, are you allowed now to do sexy roles?" The host asked.

Junmyeon closed his eyes and flashed his long eyelashes. The interviewer got stuck on his beauty. The smile on his lips made the host's heart leap.

"Oh my god!" She said excitedly. "I'm a woman but I can't help my heart to feel this way. You're really beautiful."

"Hahaha." Junmyeon laughter awed the live audience. Everyone is smitten on his beauty.

"Thank you for the compliment." His gentle voice echoed in the venue. "To answer your question, lately I'm taking mature roles but I think I don't have to show some skin to be called sexy, right Myeoniverse?" Junmyeon called his fandom name.

The audience, especially the boys, scream so loudly. "Yes, Myeoncess we love you as you are!" His fans cheered.

Divine.

Pure.

Innocent.

That's what he was tokened not only by his fans but by the general public. The actress who can whip everyone just by his face and talent. His image has never been taunted since then. He has never been into any scandal that's why people see him as a one of a kind.

Parents always wish their daughters will grow up like him.

Men always choose him as their ideal perfect, respectable wife.

Girls always idolize him. Women want to be him on their next life.

Her level is the same with Kim Taehee, Jun Jihyun and Song Hye kyo.

Sophisticated

full of elegance

high class.

The reason why he is listed as A list actress of his generation.

The limelight follows him. Everyone's attention is on him. He is present everywhere. Yet, no one discovers his deepest secret.

"Since you were sixteen," the interviewer started her question again. "The Victoria's Secret wanted to sign you up as their angel. Do you have plans this year to take their offer?"

'Do you want my secret to be exposed?' Junmyeon answered only to himself.

"I'm so flattered and I appreciate their offer but it's not yet on my plan right now." He smiled after answering. His fans scream once again.

He looked at them, he felt guilty. Sometimes he wished that his fans would leave him now so that they wouldn't get hurt when his secret got exposed.

But most of the time he is scared, when all this pretending has stopped, would they stay? Would they go if his lies got discovered? Who will be left when he starts making things right?

His tears fall from his eyes just by imagining.

"Awwwww. Don't cry! Please don't cry!" His audience cheered him.

"Why are you crying? The host offered him a tissue. He accepted it respectfully.

"I'm just happy that my fans are always there for me. It's been ten years but they are still by my side. Though I'm lacking you still love me. In the future, if I will make something to turn you down. I will understand if you won't forgive me."

The audience shook their heads. "No. We won't do that, we love you."

He smiled at them. He smiled bitterly cause he knows that what he is doing is gravely unforgivable.