Afraid

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Onika Maraj
Queens, New York
7am

I Looked Out The Window And Watched The Rain Fall As The Sky Lit Up And Roared Making Me Smile

I've Always Loved The Rain, Ever Since I Can Remember I Would Watch And Listen To The Thunder Storms And Find Peace Within

I Grabbed My Phone That Was Beside Me And Seen It Was 7 Which Means I Needed To Get Up And Ready. I Heard My Mom's Voice Yelling At My Sister

I'm Kid #2, There's Isaac (Izzy) He's 20, Me I'm 18, Jayda Shes 17, Omari He's 12.

I Walked Into The Bathroom Seeing Jayda In The Mirror Doing Her Eyebrows

"Move Hoe I Need To Take A Shower" I Said Rolling My Eyes

"Girl You Can Wait I Know You See Me In Here"

"Jayda I Am Not About To Play With You, Get Out!" I Pulled Her Back By Her Shirt Making Her Huff

After That I Took A Quick Shower Before Moisturizing. I Walked In My Closet Grabbing A Nice Sweater And Jeans Because It's Monday Ain't Nobody At School To Impress Anyways

When I Was Done I Ran Downstairs Kissing My Mom And Lil Brother Who Of Course Wiped His Cheek

"Don't Do That Mari You Know You Love My Kisses" I Said Attacking His Face With Kisses

"Nika Stop! I Told You When Your Lipgloss Get All Over Me Keisha Be Mad"  I Laughed Looking At Him Rub His Cheek

"Keisha?! Lord Boy. JAYDA BRING YO ASS"

"Watch Your Mouth In My House Onika I'm Not Gonna Tell You Again" My Mom Scolded

"Sorry Ma For Real"

Jayda Eventually Brought Her Ass Down Them Damn Stairs And We Were Off To School. When We Got To School We Walked To My Locker Seeing Lo & Rih Talking To Megan And Ari

"Ohh Look Who Decided To Show Up!" I Heard Lo Say Making Everyone Laugh As I Rolled My Eyes

"Lo Please Ok I Was Sick You Know Covid Getting Bitches" We All Started Laughing And I Hugged Megan Fine Ass

"I Missed You Sexy"

"I Missed You Too Ma. You Coming Over Later?"

"I Mean I Might" She Said & I Rolled My Eyes Releasing Her From Me

I Put My Bag In My Locker And Turned To See Rih Who Was All In My Face

"Damn Bitch Can I Help You?"

"You Seen The New Girl? She Fine As Fuck! Not Really My Type But She Just Might Be Yours"

"Bitch I Just Walked In The Building You Seen That Right?" She Rolled Her Eyes Grabbing Her Books Out My Locker

"Don't Get Slick With Me Hoe I Saw You But You Could've Saw Her Walking In The Fuck"

"Not Gonna Lie Ya Curse Too Much" Lo Said Making Us Both Look At Her Side Ways

"Girlll I Know You Aint Acting All Holy Bible On Us Like You Wasn't Just Sucking Up Half The Football Team" Rih Said Making Me Laugh And Slap Her Arm

"Rih Not Nice! You Know It Was Only 3 Of Them"

"Exactly And It Was Over The Course Of A Year So It's What Ever Bitch But At Atleast Im Not Fucking Half The Bitches In The School Trifling Ass"

We Heard The Bell Ring Making Us Split Up And I Ended Up Walking With Ari

See Ari Fine As Hell But That's Herb Baby Mother So We All Know She Not Touchable But She Like A Sister To Me Anyways