dork diary

the wired day ever

I wake up in the morning and I start preparing for my school and I finish and go to school And  Brandon prepare a party at his placeAnd he invited me. I forgot to tell u  there's new boy his name is Jason and his kind of cute

And I have to prepare for party for now bye

It's party time  and when I got to the party  I found Brandon and he was so totally drunk so I took his drunk and I go to the kitchen to bring him water to cold him self when I got  back I saw alice  attract Brandon I mean  I don't  know but  he was just looking at her

then Gus's what  he kissed her oh I feel like I should kill both of themmmm

but when he saw me he just took me to his class and  kiss me

and try take off my clothe but I just slapped him .

and  I tell to my friends  what happened they say I just have to end the relationship between Brandon and me  but I just said eehh  because I can't decide now what to do and I went to the pool and  I saw Jason reading book I go to him and we start talking  and when I saw Brandon  I want to make him  made so i kissed Jason ohh but it was good kiss Brandon hold my hand and try to take me back to the party but I said that I don't want to go back to the party and when I push him angrily he was so drunk so he  falied easily to the pool haha that's what u get when u cheat on nikki  and I don't know where she came from but Alice came and took him to the party . I think Brandon mad at me but I don't care hahaha I should party know .
  Then I go back to Jason and
Me:I am sorry for kissing u
Jason:hahaha it's ok
And he told me that one girl kiss him before and she said like me sorry ohh I feel ashamed haha
He stand up and  said let's go back to the party and i said yes and  we start dancing with Jason and with my friend  .the party was good.then Brandon take me to the pool and we start talking
Me:What Brandon
Brandon: let's talk
Me:ok
Brandon :I am sorry I was drunk
Me:I don't care if u were drunk or what but u kiss  Alice that's why u don't remember anything
Brandon: no I remember but it's was on purpose eehh
Me: I just don't want to talk about this now Brandon
Then when I turn my face to go back to the party he hold my hand
Me.what the heck is wrong with you I don't want to talk
Brandon :why  just tell me why how u feel  and please forgive me please nikki I love u
Me: I love u to but I have to tell you the truth   how I feel how u broke my heart .I feel like u cheated on me Brandon
Brandon : u called it cheat I don't even like Alice u know that
Me: u tell me but I don't know from that moment by the way yes  I call it oh u want me to name it  like  and I forgive u but we can't be longer like bf and gf ok let's Break up
Brandon: what Nikki it kidding right
He put his hand on my shoulder I put away his hand from my shoulder
Me: I am not kidding u just ask me to tell you the truth so I tell u the truth ok it's ur choice u make me do this u have to give me time to think about it .
Brandon.ok think about it
Me. I decided and this relationship is wrong from the start I am dork ur pouplar  sorry
Then when Brandon open his mouse i stopped him and I said
Me: please stop let's end it ok we can be friend but if u want to ok I have to go now bye
And
Brandon.nikki wait
but I ignore him and I get back to the party then dad called me he said I have to come to home because my cousin will be at home at 3pm I call her sis I feel like she is my little sister by the way she is so little.she disturb me

But I love her very much still bye for today