Lost

Chapter 1

You ever felt like your life is like a movie? Not a fairy-tale, but a movie. Not a comedy movie, a romance movie, not even a scary movie. Maybe an action movie , you know the drive bys, the the drug dealing, the crackheads, the bums, the pimps, the thugs, the little fast ass girls, I can go on and on. A good action movie you know, something you pay to see but then again something you wouldn't get paid to dare live in. Welp that's my life, where drive bys was a everyday thing, police sirens was like the theme song of your favorite show you watched everyday, just some fiction type shit. You couldn't pay a white man no kinda money to live where I lived, some people would fear you just knowing that you stay where I stay. But me? I look at it as home, I'm not scared to be out late nights, that was actually the time peace ever approached me. I blocked out the gun shots nearby I blocked out the sirens passing through, I may sound insane but sometimes it was music to my ears. I enjoyed the dark skys, maybe because I had so many DARK secrets, only god and I knew about. He knew I hated my life and the people in it, striving to do better grown to become a lost cause to me.
Well let me introduce myself, Im Paris Love Howard, my names ridiculous I know. I'm 5'7 weight about 156 but the weight went to my big ass, nice thighs, and DD breast, I have a flat stomach, body of a goddess some may say. I'm a nice caramel complexion that niggas lick they lips to, but ofcourse the bitches envy, shit I didn't give not 1 fuck. I was blessed to have my white grandma eyes which are light blue. Oh yea I'm puerto rican white and black, with long brown beautiful hair that stop in the middle of my back, what can I say your girl got it going on. No I'm not cocky or concieted, to be honest it took me 17 years to realize that I AM BEAUTIFUL. I live at home with my mom Monice Le'ann Gonzalez, my dad Omar Howard, my little sister Lyric Williams, little brother Zack Howard, and last but definitely the least my half older brother Tymeek Howard. My mom and dad split up when she had my little sister by another nigga thats why my little sister have a different last name.

Paris POV
I woke up having back pains again. The luckiness of me get the honors to sleep on the couch right? Ugh i swear i don't see why im the only one that don't have a bed, i guess tough love hurts right? As my eyes remain close i heard my brother on the phone cup caking with one of his little thots.
Zack: baby i swear i will suck your toes if you deep throat it one time please.
Me: nigga nobody wanna hear that get your little ass off the phone with them fast ass hoes, they gonna get you caught up or caught dead! Damn shame these little girls 14 15 ducking dick like a porn star smfh. (I yelled.)
Then come the nigga i disliked the most, Tymeek.
Tymeek: Ayeee my young nigga be getting play im proud of you bruh on the set. (He laughed)
I just walked out me and him not cool one bit, i despise that nigga. Like for real hated him, if a nigga chopped his dick off stick it in his mouth and rammed a hammer in his ass i would LAUGH MY ASS OFF, and trust me he deserved it. But that's a different story for another day.

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