My Pathetic Wattpad Journal.

January 5th, 2015.

Hi. Considering my other journal is for sentimental stuff, this might as well be for my thoughts. Peoples real names will be used, yes. If you follow me here on Wattpad and your name is in here, congrats. You're famous now. Kidding.

Today was a pretty good day. It was my first day back from break. It was crazy seeing everyone, and though nothing really changed, nothing felt the same. I felt like this was a fresh start. For me. And for everyone.

Kianna, Abby and Heather are coming to my house for a Harry Potter marathon on Friday night. I'm really hoping it happens, because they are all my really good friends and spending time with them would be pretty great.

I dropped french as well. My teacher seemed to be sad I guess, but whatever. My grade is wrecked beyond repair anyway, and I will be able to get off of school at 2:32 everyday, what's not to love? The only down side: I have to take french one again next year. And french two my junior year. It's not like I was passing this quarter anyway.

Today I decided maybe, for once, I have a chance at this life. No matter how stupid or pathetic it sounds. The kid I had a stupid thing with, asked a girl out. I've started turning guys down to start focusing on the better and more valuable things in life. School, friends, family, writing. I am not making the mistakes of 2014. All in all, I have a fresh start and can I tell you how amazing that feels? To feel as if you can be whoever, do whatever and be free. It's great.

I'll write tomorrow. I hope. If I remember. I'm terrible at remembering things. Especially projects. Do I have to count every story I've started writing and never finished? Because it's a lot.

Goodnight.

-Ashley. 1-5-15. 7:32pm.