Its been awhile... hasnt it?

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Angst❤️‍🩹 (talks about sui*cide)

So Karma finally got out of prison and decided to see Nagisa and they're together. (married)He doesn't know if he moved or something like that. But he was scared if he didn't wanna see him again.
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-Karma's POV-

I just got out of prison. I'm now 26 y/o and now I want to see my lover. Nagisa Shiota. He is and always be my love. Til death we part, right? I get in the house and he wasn't there. He was probably just out getting groceries. I was looking around and it doesn't seem.. clean. Was he that hurt that I went to prison? No, I've been to prison before. Then why would he react this way? I got to my room and there was a note. When I read the note my heart broke. The love of my life is gone.

Dear Karma,                                                  10/22/19

Hey Karma. I guess it's been a while but that's not why I'm writing. I wanted to write to you to say goodbye. You see I love you with all my heart but I can't take you going to prison-like every other week. I want someone to send this to you if they can. I'm not getting a divorce with you I'm just.. Killing myself. I'm sorry. That's why you won't see me at the house. I jumped off the canyon not too far away from here. Please don't be mad at me. I love you so much. I want to be with you forever but I don't think I want to live this life anyway. My mother called me and said that I shouldn't be with you. But that was over two years ago. I've been cutting myself for a while but you never noticed. You would sometimes ask but I would always say that I ' accidentally' hurt myself but you never questioned it. Goodbye, my love.

Love your one and only,

        Nagisa


I broke down. I can't believe he did that. I'm such a horrible husband. I should have known he was cutting. Why didn't I say anything to you? I get in my car and drive to the canyon where he jumped. I get to a certain point and wait for the sun to go down. It was only 6 so I didn't have to wait that long. When it was 8:30 the sun was down. "I love you Nagisa" were my final words until I finally jumped letting death consume me.

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You are not alone if you have suicidal thoughts or have cut yourself, please find help. You are so much and more. You are loved and if not we may not have met but I love you and you are valid! Have a great day Gods/Goddesses/and greater royalty. Love you my lovelies 💕💘❣️❣️💖💓

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